NSB imagines <3 .

my insecurities? - seb <3

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you and sebastian had just started dating almost six months ago as

due to your childhood, your mental health was extremely horrible and you've developed an eating disorder and body imagine issues over the years

you couldn't help it, but youu tried your best to take care of yourself for sebastian

current time

you had stayed up all night last night watching euphoria so you were tired

you stayed up til 7am and fell asleep

you finally woke up at about 9:30 and saw that sebastian had texted you good morning so you texted him back

you felt like a literal walking pile of shit .

you didn't feel like eating anything or trying to eat anything

you just put on a baggy shirt,, some shorts and some mixed matched socks as you just walked around your empty house bored

sebastian had texted you back and you asked him if you could come over and he said you could but that you would have to dress up since manager ty actually wanted you to be in the photoshoot with them

you asked him what the color scheme was and he said black, light brown and possibly gray and white

so you quickly put some outfits together because you can dress ofc, and you pair the outfits with different pairs of shoes and put them in you bag, then headed over to the nsb house

but not before you got your purse which had all your necessities in it like your gum, charger, car keys etc. and your phone

you also brung you makeup just incase you needed it

at the nsb house

you entered the house to see sebastian oliver darren and justin at the kitchen counter and ryan regie and kane playing smash bros in the living room

"hii y/n" oliver said smiling and waving at you

"hey guys" you said trying your best to be enthusiastic

"hey baby, you alright? you look a little tired?" sebastian asked walking over to you

"i-im fine, just a little tired" you told him while yawning a bit

" dont tell me that you stayed up all night to watch tv again.?" he asked knowing how you were

" i did and i regret it" you said making him chuckle a little bit

"the photographers might take a while to get here so i suggest that you go lay down in my bed for a dew minutes" sebastian told you before he hugged you and kissed you on you forehead

"i mean i guess.." you said as he rubbed your back before you two pulled away from the hug

"here let me come with you so i can help you go to sleep and make sure you actually do go to sleep" sebastian said  following after you up to his room