Shinichiro stood in your room, frozen in place. He only could move his head, watching as you stormed out of the room. When he couldn't see you anymore he heard your steps fade away, and soon he only could hear the beat of the music, which was oddly in sync with the beating of his heart.
He took in a deep, shaky breath, then he whipped around and hurried after you. He ran down the stairs and out to the terrace through the glass doors, but when he looked around, he couldn't see you anywhere.
He could see Niko though, and it made him nauseous. He had to get out of there. But it would be a very dick move if he just stormed out without saying goodbye to Niko first.
He walked up to him, and thanked him for the invitation again. Niko's girlfriend hugged him, then Niko, and he felt like the biggest asshole ever.
But why?
He did nothing wrong.
He didn't say anything to make you fall for him. He didn't do anything to make you want him.
He shuddered when he remembered your words.
'Maybe I just always wanted you to be my first.'
Jesus.
He quickly walked into his own house, which was just in front of yours.
He stormed into the living room, slamming the door behind him loudly.
Fuck, why was he so angry?
He paced back and forth, running a hand through his hair.
Suddenly your face appeared in front of him. Your sad, heartbroken face, while tears rolled down your cheeks, looking at him like he betrayed you, after he didn't say anything to your confession.
"Fuck!" he cursed loudly, trying to hold back the urge to punch something.
He needed a drink.
He walked to the fridge and pulled out a bottle of whiskey. He opened it and took sip from it, then wiped his mouth, while he stared in front of him.
He shouldn't be thinking about this.
He should be unfazed by the whole thing.
You were just any other woman, right?
Other women were into him, and it didn't make him feel this way.
He took another sip and closed his eyes, turning to the counter, leaning on it with his hands.
But you weren't just any woman. And you just basically told him that you wanted him to take your virginity...
He groaned loudly, feeling guilty that the idea excited him.
Then something hit him.
He started nibbling on his lower lip when the thought popped up in his head.
You two haven't seen each other for four years.
Does that mean you were thinking about him like that, even before you left for college?
Shit, he felt fucking dirty.
He didn't do anything, yet you fell for him.
He closed his eyes, leaning on his elbows and burying his face in his hands.
Does that mean you were in love with him?
Does that mean you were in love with him all these years?
God, he shouldn't be thinking about this, this was wrong, you were his best friend's sister.
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First Touch || Shinichiro Sano
Fanfiction*On hiatus* When you were still a kid, a new neighbor moved in across your house, called Shinichiro Sano. Your brother Niko and him quickly became best friends and he often helped you with your history lessons. You slowly started to develop a crush...
