First Touch || Shinichiro Sano

Chapter 13

You yawned and streched out on Shinichiro's bed in the next morning. You looked around, noticing that the sun just started to rise, fortunately you woke up early.

You looked next to you on the bed at Shinichiro, who was laying on his stomach with his head facing you. A small smile reached your lips, remembering the events of last night, and you layed your head back on the bed with a sigh, looking at the ceiling.

Finally it had happened, and choosing Shinichiro to be your first was a perfect idea. It was just amazing, he was careful, yet confident, caring, yet rough. He always made sure you enjoyed it, and when he saw that you did, he somehow managed to make it better and more passionate.

You furrowed your brows a little, a hint of worry emerging from the back of your mind. The woman that appeared at Shinichiro's door made you a little nervous. You remembered how Shinichiro sent her away when she wanted to be with him, and although Shinichiro told you they agreed that it was a one night stand between the two of them, and she appeared at his door uninwited, he still treated her poorly. You were still worried he would act like that way with you too, despite promising you he would never do that.

You knew how men work, they promise things before sex, then they act like nothing happened after.

You looked at Shinichiro again, taking in his handsome features, and messy black locks. His eyes were closed but you could still remember how he looked at you, with a warm and caring glow in them, which made your heart beat faster everytime his eyes landed on you.

You hoped things won't get awkward between the two of you. You agreed that it's going to be a one-time thing, and you still have a little more than a week before you fly back to your new home, and you two have to pretend that nothing happened between you, especially in the presence of your parents.

You sighed, and carefully got up from the bed, suddenly having doubts if it was really a good idea.

You had a crush on Shinichiro since ages, and you felt like in the last few days that crush turned into something more, something deeper, especially after last night.

You looked over at his sleeping form as you quietly put on your clothes, and your heart suddenly started to ache when you remembered you could only spend a few more days admiring him, then you have to travel back.

You didn't want to wake him up, in case he gets annoyed, but you didn't want to disappear without a word either. You did that before, after that woman showed up, and you felt childlish after.

You noticed a pen and a notepad on the nightstand and decided to leave a quick note for him, then you quietly walked to the window, and after you made sure no one was on the street, you climbed out.

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Shinichiro furrowed his brows and rubbed his eyes when the sun shined in them from between the curtains. He yawned and turned his head to the other side, but he sat up quickly when he didn't see you there.

His heart started beating faster, worrying if you regret what happened last night, but then his eyes fell on a piece of paper which was put on the empty space next to him.

Had to leave early, didn't want to wake you. Thank you for last night, it was wonderful.

Shinichiro layed back in the bed and sighed with a small smile on his face as he looked at the little heart you draw under the note.

He was a little disappointed that you weren't there, but he understood that you had to leave early so you won't be seen.

He bit his lip as his smile widened, remembering that your mom gonna throw a grill party afternoon and he's going to see you there.