Shinichiro hadn't see you for the rest of the day, and it made him half relieved and half disappointed.
He was relieved, because he knew the attraction he was having for you was dangerous, but he was disappointed, because even these few hours without your presence drove him crazy.
He was restless the whole day, torn between going over to your house with an excuse that he wants to hang out with your brother - but really just in hopes that maybe he could see you walking around - or staying home to avoid being caught staring at you.
He turned in his bed, and looked at the clock on his nightstand: 1:37 am.
He groaned and looked at the ceiling, thinking that it's going to be a long night if it continues like this.
He started thinking about how awkward you were when you were in the car. He knew it was because of what you told him. You were drunk and what you said was very intimate, and he was sure you were feeling very uncomfortable because of it.
He wanted to reassure you that it wasn't something you should be ashamed of, but he didn't know how... Or when... It's not like he can just go over and walk up in your room, without Niko or your mom asking anything.
He sighed and threw the blanket off him.
'Fuck it.' he thought, and stood up, pulling on his grey shorts and black shirt.
He walked downstairs and looked out the window, before opening his door and quietly walked out.
'I'm fucking crazy.' he thought as he walked across the road, and around your house. He looked around again, seeing that everything was dark, he checked the houses next to yours, no one was up.
He grabbed the top of the fence and hopped over it, landing on the other side with a soft thud.
He looked up to your window and checked the wall under it, letting out a soft hum of satisfaction when he saw it was climbable.
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'I swear if it's another pigeon I'm gonna throw a fucking book at it.' you thought when you woke up to the sound of small knocking sounds on your window.
You turned on your back and sat up while you rubbed your eyes. You turned your head towards the window and opened your eyes, which immediately widened to twice their size when you saw a big shadow on the other side of your window.
You quickly turned on your lamp and you let out a sigh of relief when you saw it was Shinichiro.
Wait, what the hell was he doing at your window?
You quickly got up from the bed and walked to the window, opening it.
"What are you doing here?" you whispered and took a step back when he climbed inside.
"We need to talk." he said and quietly closed the window, and turned to you.
Your eyebrows shot up.
"Now?"
Shinichiro nodded.
"Yeah, I want to talk to you about the other night."
You made a grimace, put your hands on your face, walked back to your bed and sat down, groaning.
"That's exactly why." Shinichiro said as he sat down next to you. "I don't want you to feel awkward about it, I mean, I'm gonna come over to have dinner and all when your mother or your brother invites me, and I don't want things to be like this." he pointed between the two of you.
You sighed and put your hands in your lap, fidgeting with your fingers, looking down at it.
"Sorry if I scared you, but I can't just come over and say to your brother: "Hey, is Y/N home? I just wanna ask her why she wants to have sex with me."
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First Touch || Shinichiro Sano
Fanfiction*On hiatus* When you were still a kid, a new neighbor moved in across your house, called Shinichiro Sano. Your brother Niko and him quickly became best friends and he often helped you with your history lessons. You slowly started to develop a crush...
