i know how it feels, you feel like nothing matters anymore, you are unable to feel anything than pain.It hurts so bad, until it doesn't.
So you pretend you are fine, but deep down you know you aren t even close. Trying always to not show how you truly feel, always wearing a mask with everyoane, make them think you are the happiest person in the world, but it s not true at all. Just good acting right?
That pain that you feel all the time, that sadness, that anger, is drowning you and killing you slowly and nobody notices. You must be saying i am fine multiple times a day, but don t mean it for once, but no one observe.
Feeling lonely, but most comfortable alone, don t know what is wrong with you, trying to figured it out but can t fiind an answer
you can t feel emotions like happines,love,compassion, amusement,interest,passion and hope.
Life seems a living death.