All of the things you have been through alone
A lot of pressure from your parents, to get good grades, the expectations they have from you. Always tried to make them proud, but never succeed. No matter how good you were doing they were never satisfied. Dissapointing everyone including yourself. You are sick of everything, don t care anymore about anything and anyone. Don t care about school, don t care about your family, don t care about your friends. You cared so much for so long but nobody noticed, nobody appreciated, nobody cared. So you stopped it too. The person who was always there when everyone nedeed something, the person who loved her/his family, her/his friends more than anything and would give the best of herself to them, stopped caring, stopped loving, and became careless and cold . Starting acting emotionless and not feeling guilty about it, everyoane is surprised how you act and saying you ve changed, they ask you why you are acting like this, but you don t answer, you just let them talk and think whatever they want.
Being there for everyone at their lowest, but no one is there for you, not even one person.
Stand by yourself and be for you always.
