Struggling every single day, hoping it will get better, but that hope, fades away little by little.
Don t want to be here anymore, feeling this pain for so long, this anger, trying to calm down, trying hard to not be like this, but you can t stopped it.
You just want to be over. Need this overwhelming overlocked pain to be gone, so you think about ending.Ending this called life, because you don t feel alive, just existing . Tired , so tired of everyoane and everything, your family that doesn't even know how hard you try to be here, and they want to be successful and make things, but you struggle just to exist. Looking for reasons to stay, looking for that sparkle that will make you feel alive again, but finally give up. You don t fiind anything or anyone to make you stay, everyone betrayed you and hurted you and ways that can t be explained.
The things that made you happy disappeared. Don t want to be here.
