You failed. Giving up everything, failed to make your family proud, failed being a good friend, failed of doing good in school, failed of treating yourself. Scared of failure that you don t even trying anymore, you are afraid to try because you don t wanna fail. You telling yourself if you don t try, you don t know if you re gonna fail or not. Prefering to not try, so you dont end up failing again. Your passions are gone, everything turn into darkness. Afraid but at the same time fearless. Feeling like you are going crazy, so dissappointing of yourself but in the same time don t care, want to be more productive but don t have the energy and the motivation to change and make something with your life.
