some other time

chapter 2

chapter 2

hindi ko namamalayang gabi na pala, ang haba na pala ng tulog ko.

i checked my phone first and that random guy is on top. aba?

i was about to open our conversation when Anne entered my room. bunso naming kapatid.

"ate, kain na" i put my phone down and place it to my study table.

"okay, papunta na" check ko nalang siguro yon later, hindi naman mawawala.

while entering our kitchen our mom started to throw some words again on me.

"ano? wala ka nanamang ginawa kundi makipaglandian jan. kunwaring nagaaral tapos mamaya nakikipagkita kalang sa kung sino sino jan"

seriously?hindi ba to nagsasawa kakasermon sakin?

instead na kumain, kumuha nalang ako ng tubig then bumalik nalang sa kwarto ko.

nakakapanghina ng loob, nakakasuko, nakakasakal.

how could be this world so cruel to me?

why do i have to feel this kind of pain?

naiiyak nanaman ako, nasasaktan ako. nahihirapan.

since i was kid im longing for my parents love and attention.

pero bakit ako yung mali?bakit ako yung parating may mali?

instead wasting my time to overthinking i opened my phone .

i needed someone to talk to.

then i remember the random guy.

wow, 17 messages?

"nasan kana?"

"hey, i miss you"

"hello?love?goodbye"

"wala na, ghinost na ako. sino ba naman ako diba?"

natawa ako sa huling chat nito.

i reply back.

"andito pa, hindi ka naman iniwan. nagpahinga lang"

masabayan nga.

"pahinga?pero sa iba ka nagpunta." abat?

natawa ako. "atleast bumalik, wag kana magreklamo. andito na ako"

"anjan ka nga,pero isip mo nasa iba."

grabe HAHAAHAHAHA lakas makahugot neto.

anyways, "taga san kaba?bat ako ginugulo mo"

"im from the bottom of your heart, your belongs to me. now come back." siraulo.

napakamot nalang ako sa noo ko.

"May sama ka ng loob siguro sa ex mo no?" then i remember..him. nvm

"wala naman, dun sa pinalit meron. bespren ko eh" aguy. sakit non pre.

idk why, but i see myself laughing because of him.

we become friends after that day. we shared a lot of heartaches and pain that we couldnt said to anyone.

he's from mindanao. he visit to our place just for work. im from ilocos .and hope we meet each other soon.

we talked everynight.

though, he's busy to his work. he never failed to remind my breakfast, lunch and dinner.

this guy friend of mine is such an ideal man.

maswerte yung taong mamahalin nito. he is worth to loved.

everything he says, he promised. ginagawa niya.

im so lucky to have him.