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chapter 10

chapter 10 (last chapter)

kiefer povs

sometimes i wonder why would be my life without her?

she's my strength when i was weak

she's my stress reliever.

hindi siya mahirap mahalin. her braveness makes me more proud of her.

kinaya niya lahat, from her responsibilities.

Those words that her mother keep throwing to her.

she never give up.

that even she's hurt. ngumingiti parin siya na kahit nasasaktan na ay nagagawa paring magbiro at tumawa.

she's good at hiding her real feelings. but i could see how tired she was.

when i called her i couldnt understand this feeling
matagal nakong ganito i know what it is pero hindi ko pwedeng sabihin. we have the rules that we cannot fall to each other. thats her rules. pero wala eh, wala akong magawa.

isang ring palang sinagot na niya .

"ano?" bungad nito sakin.

"wow naman rein, pagod ako sa work at yan ibubungad mo saken?ang sakit mong maging kaibigan" asik ko dito na parang nagtatampo pa.

"you know what fer, may nakahanap nakong ipapalit sa posisyon mo bilang lalaking kaibigan ko."

natahimik ako.

"hello?" ano bang nangyayari sakin?

"bat natahimik ka?" umubo ako.

"nothing, bye muna ah. enjoy. ingat kayo jan. " and i ended up the call hindi kona siya hinintay na makasagot.

hindi ko maintindihan.

pero nagseselos ako.

naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil nagkakaganito ako.

she tried to reach me out but i ignored her the whole day.

and one time nagulat ako she called na hindi niya gawain. but i dont know what to say.

i picked up the phone and answer it.

"ill talk to you later, nasa duty ako." yun nalang ang nasabi ko bago ko patayin.

siguro naiinis nayon, nagaalala. pero alam ko sa sarili kong malaking sakripisyo kung aamin ako. but she deserves to know the truth. she's my best friend after all.

after that, napagdesisyonan kong umamin na sakanya kinagabihan

whe she asked me . alam kong mali pero kailangan kong magpakatotoo sakanya na umaasang kahit konti ay may pagasa. pero mananatili ako.. as long as she ask me to stay with her. mananatili ako.

"goodevening maganda kong kaibigannn" i said

"what happened?why are you ignoring me?"hindi manlang ako binati.

"wala poooo pagod lang" but i know she's not convinced

"yung totoo fer, are you sick?what?what happened?please tell me. "

tanginang to, hanggang kaibigan nalang ba talaga?

i called her.

"rein.."

she did not response. she's listening

"rein i like you. nagseselos ako. naiinis ako sa sarili ko. gusto ko ako lang, ayaw ko nang may papalit sa.posisyon ko bilang kaibigan mo. gusto ko akolang rein. ako lang"