The Difference Between Spring and Winter

The end

That pretty much catches you up to where I am at now. Walking in the woods. God, I wish Noah was here through all my parents fighting. He went through this before he would've been able to help this at least make a little sense to me. Or maybe just be there to comfort me. But he can't so I will stay strong for him like he always was for me.

I still think about him every day, of course, it hasn't been too long, only a couple of weeks. His parents had found a recording of the song he wrote me for my birthday. They had given it to me as a Christmas present and said that they thought that's what Noah had planned on doing.

I'm listening to it now as I'm walking. It's so peaceful here in the dark. As I walk I look up at the trees and stars around me, and listen to the frogs croak from the stream nearby. It makes me start to think. It makes me wonder about the life around me, so many things happening around us. The people all around us have stories we don't even know about. It's funny to think of life that way, as just one big story. Everyone has a different story, some stories end happily and some.. not so much. Unfortunately, Noah's story ended not so happy and much too short. I don't know how my story is going to end yet because I still have a while to go. But the chapter in my story that Noah was in, will always be my favorite.