Loki's Secret

Chapter 6: Yearning For More

Loki woke up early and got dressed for training the next morning. He was walking outside to train when Lady Sif stopped him in the corridors.. "You look absolutely glowing. You look happier now than you did 6 six weeks ago." Sif said happily. Loki looked at her strangely "Are you and Thor together again? Is something going on that I need to know about?" Sif just chuckled "Nothing is going on. You just look happy."She said. "Nothing is happening." He replied. They went out and trained for hours and then he went inside and promptly threw up in his toilet. He then closed himself away from the world. Frigga walked into his room and helped him get comfortable. "Loki? What can I do to help?" Loki was steaming at the time. The mood swings were out for all to see. "I feel terrible! Nothing makes me feel better! All I want to do to do is feel back to normal." He said pacing back and forth. Frigga looked at him and helped him calm down. "Come here." She said pulling him into a warm embrace. He pulled his arms around her and leaned his head onto his shoulder and started to sob. "I am sorry. I shouldn't act like this. I feel terrible. I just want to be helpful."
Frigga rubbed her fingers through his raven hair, "Look at me. You are beautiful. I know you feel terrible. You just need to calm down and think positively about everything." Loki's sobs just became louder. "I love you so much. I am so sorry." Frigga sighed." I know. Just breathe. You can handle this. "
Loki moaned "I hate mood swings so much. I wish I didn't have to deal with this." Frigga began rubbing his back slowly. "Just breathe. Take deep breaths. Everything is fine." Loki breathed with her slowly. "How did you deal with this?" "It was hard, but I did it." They walked outside to the balcony and looked up at the evening stars until the morning light.