✧*̥˚DECEMBER - A year in the life- *̥˚✧ [✔]

WINTER ✧*̥˚First times *̥˚✧

Lisa was kissing Jennie deeply. It was late at night on a Tuesday and the Kim household was already in bed. Ella was sleeping peacefully in her room. Lisa and Jennie were not.

Jennie felt Lisa's wandering fingertips on her naked thighs. She was wearing shorts to bed even though it was still winter but having Lisa next to her on most nights was like sleeping next to a human warm water bottle. 

They'd been at this point before. In bed, kissing, touching, starting to undress each other but they still haven't had sex yet. At first Jennie wanted to take it slow in their new relationship and Lisa respected that. But after a few weeks, both of them ran out of reasons why they should wait any longer. 

Then they had tried. Several times. But everytime they got close to having sex, Jennie began to feel off about something and made them stop. No matter how riled up they were. The korean woman did not quite know why but the second they went too far, her body just clamped up. 

First, Jennie had thought that she was maybe scared about being intimate with Lisa because it was new and it was meaningful. Lisa was her partner. The first real, committed partner Jennie ever had in her life. Not some random online date.

Talking openly about Jennie's problem, the two women decided that it was best for them to go in baby steps, once again taking it slow. Jennie made it very clear to Lisa that it wasn't her. That Lisa did not have to feel unwanted or something stupid like that because Jennie wanted her. She really really did. But something always held her back.

So almost every night that they spent together, they made a game of undressing and worshipping each other sweetly with touches and kisses. No sex. Yet. And that had actually felt ok to Jennie. It felt nice and perfect but then, when they had tried to dive in fully, Jennie's heart had been shaky again. She kept looking over Lisa's shoulder to the door, keeping a tight watch on the knob.

And that was, when the brunette finally realized that she was scared that Ella might somehow notice what they were doing. They did lock the door everytime just in case but Jennie was very aware of the possibility of Ella hearing them. Even though her room was on the other side of the hallway. There were two thick walls and two doors separating their bedrooms, but still, Jennie couldn't relax. 

She communicated her fear to Lisa and the Thai had tried to calm Jennie's nerves about it. Sure, they couldn't exactly scream their lungs out but they didn't have to be completely quiet either. They could manage. Lisa was sure about it but Jennie wasn't. 

But what could they really do about it? Never have sex? Not an option. Also, they didn't want to be suspicious about it either. Like going to Lisa's house together because then Ella would know for sure that something was up.

Tonight seemed to be perfect though because Ella went to bed super early, being completely wiped out from a whole afternoon of dance lessons. She would sleep quite deeply.

Lisa was halfway on top of Jennie, their mouths joined in passion while Lisa's left hand explored Jennie's milky skin. The large and warm hand traveled up from her thigh, brushing firmly over her clothed venus and further up until it disappeared under Jennie's sleep top. Lisa reached her partner's breasts and fondled them lovingly. 

A moan escaped from Jennie's lips when she pulled out of Lisa's kiss and she instantly clamped her mouth shut. Was that too loud? Lisa didn't seem to care. She leaned back down to latch onto Jennie's neck while her hand made its' way down again. This time she disregarded Jennie's shorts and snuck her hand right underneath them. The slip that the korean woman was wearing wasn't much of a barrier either and Lisa's long fingers made full on contact with the place her partner was aching at the most.