What if i told you i love you?

Seven

I got back to my apartment in Barcelona and stories were already going around about why i left champ. Sighing, i sat down and began to read some.

England international Emily leaves camp on the first day👀
Twenty-one-year-old Emily, who's surname is unknown, left SGP later this afternoon after only just arriving this morning. The reason she left is unknown but many think Sarina and Emily got into a fight which resulted in Emily being kicked from the squad. England will be without the young forward for their upcoming games.

England international no more😳
Twenty-one-year-old Barcelona and Lioness forward has left camp after arriving earlier today. Is this the end of Emily and England? Could the youngster turn elsewhere? If Emily has family members from another country she is eligible to play for them since she's only featured in Friendlies for England. Emily received her first senior call up at the age of seventeen but didn't debut until the age of nineteen. Since then she has only made three appearances for the Lionesses, all which have come from the bench.

Is Emily who we think she is?
Emily is a twenty-one-year-old England international who plays striker for FC Barcelona. Very little is known about the girl. Emily's surname is unknown and she appeared from nowhere five years ago. Chelsea, five years ago, announced the singing of Emily who spent five whole years at the club, making a name for herself, but no one really knows anything about her. She's twenty-one, she's a forward, she's English, she's from London and her birthday is July the 12th. In reality, we know nothing about this girl. Is she who we think she is?

Barcelona star, England flop?
Emily is a star for Barcelona after making her move to the Spanish side from Chelsea, the club she spent five years at, almost a month ago. In that time Emily hasn't played a game for Barcelona without scoring or assisting one of her teammates. Despite her incredible form for Barcelona she isn't an England star. At Chelsea Emily was an amazing player, but she still wasn't a player for England. Emily has made three appearances since her first senior call up at seventeen, which is four years ago. Why is this wonder kid not an international star but instead an international flop?

I stopped reading them after that and it only made me truly realise one thing, i've never been respected as an England player. Yeah, i get on fine with Sarina but she never plays me. I love England, but what's the point?

A few hours later Jana was over, she isn't on international duty and the girls told her to come and make sure i'm okay.

"Is there any other country you could play for?"
Jana asked as she sat down beside me.

"I'm not sure but i don't really want to"

"Why not?"

"Plying for England is the best feeling i've ever had. It's my country"

"Is it though? You're hardly respected by the players or the fans. They don't like you, Emi and i'm sorry"
I sighed knowing deep down that she's right.

"Is there anyone else you could play for?"
She asked again.

"I don't know"

"Grandparents?"
I sighed.

"I don't know them. They all passed away before i was five. I have no memory of them"

"Couldn't you ask?"

"I mean probably"

"I'll be right here"
I nodded at the teenager before taking out my phone and calling my mum.

Mum
"What?"
She spat out as soon as she picked up.

"I know you hate me but right now this isn't about me or you. Mum, i want to know about my grandparents"