Obey Me! X Reader (Oneshots) DISCONTINUED

Asmodeus❤(Sorry)

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I told you that I loved you, told you that I cared for you. But baby it's always been a lie...

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Very short.

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He was cold to those who he claimed to love. In fact, he thrived on that behavior, the fact he could claim anyone just by saying the words he knew not the meaning of. Only that it meant things to others when they heard it.

I love You...

He had been told those words himself, many times by those he threw away in the end. He cared for none of them and often loved the thrill of living such a life. That was the only thing he could possibly love. No one else but himself...

He started to mess around less and less when he had met them. (Y/N) the human exchange student. The way their eyes met his was something that captivated him and he had made up his mind. That this was who he would be with next. Even if there was no feeling behind it, and that was what he did. Just that.

Once he got them with the false words of affection, the lies he would constantly tell to keep those he "Loved" with him as long as he wanted. He was unsure of why he was unable to tell them how he felt. Maybe it was the fear that he grew to have the moment he held them. He felt an undying fear each time he stood next to them and watched. The way their eyes would make him feel as if he was all they ever needed.

Something others had said to him but never meant. Just like he had done before many times. Of course, he knew they would be angry with him for manipulating them. Using them for his own needs, wants, and desires. That was all he knew how to do, all he ever wanted to do. A demon such as himself should never be tied down. That is what he told himself each time he looked at them. Each time he believed that maybe he did in fact love them. A part of him could never feel anything, he could never find empathy for those around him. Not even them. No matter how much he thought he cared.

He could tell they were sad when he had told them. Told them everything had been a lie, lies that he made them believe. The ones that maybe he was starting to believe himself as this continued on. He had told them it was over with a smile on his lips. And at that moment that is when he realized all the pain he had caused. It had meant nothing to him in the past, maybe it did now? The hurt and unforgiving eyes that stared back at him. Crushed his heart or so he said it did. No matter how much he begged they would never even look his way again. Not after that. How could they?

He wanted them, yet at the same time, he never did. Never wanted to claim a weakness for himself. So in the end he was a heartless demon. Just as a demon should be. Putting his needs before anyone else.

He had wanted to stop thinking of them. But they slipped through the cracks and at times they were all he could think of. He hated it, yet he loved it at the same time.

He had been afraid to let them go, yet he was even more afraid of keeping them at his side. But he didn't care what they wanted nor needed. He was always more concerned about his wants and desires. His selfish needs always got in the way, he didn't love them, he didn't love anyone. He desired people in ways he shouldn't and hurt them in the end. He didn't care for any of the ones before. He had only cared for them.

He had hurt them. For the first time in his life, he felt sorry...