Obey Me! X Reader (Oneshots) DISCONTINUED

Barbatos❤(In His Hands)

"What are you doing?" my heart drops at the very sound of his voice. Fear had run through me as I felt his presence behind me now. It was something I hadn't noticed before. How often he was constantly watching me.

"I can't keep doing this, Barbatos." My voice is weak at showing the confidence that I had so desperately wanted to show. I bite the inside of my cheek as I look out the window. A world flooded with darkness, with only a few stars and city lights flooding my vision. Yet in the reflection I see him standing only a few feet behind me. His eyes are dark and dull, void of really any emotion other than anger. "You shouldn't be doing this. Not for a human." I mutter out looking away from his reflection, my fingers intertwining with each other in a nervous manner. He of course never hit me, never brought any harm to me in any way. He was a gentleman, other than the fact his little hobby on the side.

"You would leave me for such a small mistake?" his voice once again floods the room, I can't tell by his voice what he is fully feeling other than anger and betrayal. He had done everything he could to keep me here in the Devildom with him. Yet here I was wanting out of the life he had worked so hard for. "All I ever wanted was you to be happy. And in a small return, is you stay with me," he whispers out until I feel his chin rest against my shoulder. His breath hit my neck with each word he spoke. I believed he would never hurt anyone, yet he did constantly all because of my influence. He lets out a small and angry hum, his arms wrapping around my waist.

"You killed them. How am I to ever forgive you for taking the lives of others?" my voice breaks as I speak, I feel his eyes boring into me through the reflection of both of us in the dark window. He takes a deep breath as he takes everything that is happening.

"Their lives were insignificant, you have to understand, I did it all for you, my dear," he says calmly, I can feel a smile pressing to his lips as his face is pressed against my neck. He at one point was good at hiding his obsessive and manipulative behavior, but that shortly fell and he no longer cared. Showing as a constant reminder that I was to be at his side. No matter how bad times got, in the end I belonged to no one else other than him. "You made me this way, the way I was always meant to be. For that, I never wish to let you go."

"Please stop, I don't want this to go on. Not like this." I break down, trying to escape his grasp but he shows no sign of letting me go. "I want to go back to how it was before." I sob out, a few tears slipping from my eyes. All I can hear is him sighing and he begins to pull me closer.

"You know I would never hurt you, right?" he whispers again, I can only nod as I unknowingly lean back against him. I feel him shift against me as he slowly lets his arms slip away from my waist and his hand moves up my body. "Would you pray for me when everything falls apart?" his voice fills the silence as his hand rests on my neck keeping me in place. "Though, I suppose, praying for a demon seems quite irrational, doesn't it?" he chuckles, his gloved fingers tap my neck as I feel his breaths wash down my back. He may be behind me yet I knew he was wearing a sinister smile on his lips. My heart no longer dropped at the tone as it became a thing he often used. My voice doesn't slip out and the words I want to speak are not coming out. My eyes widened as he pushed against my neck, making it hard to breathe. Yet no pain had flooded me as he continued. But after a few seconds, he slowly slips his hand away, stopping a lot of the pressure.

"I-" I'm stopped from speaking the moment he forced me to look at him, his hand tightly grabbing my chin. I can see his eyes for the first time up close. They were full of annoyance that I hadn't seen before, my heart had been racing as he frowned.

"You don't have to speak, I know all you'll ever speak of." he lets the sentence leave his lips, this time a small smile coming to his face. One I knew was fake, honestly, I knew he had rarely meant a smile as real. None of them were ever real, at least that is what I believed. "I know all you'll ever do. All you'll ever dream of. You seem to forget your life is mine to control." he pauses as his lips press a kiss to my cheek, not leaving for a second or two. Before I know it his arm is once again around my waist while the other one rests under my chin. Still forcing me to be next to him, this time facing him. "Everything you ever do will never be your choice, only mine, you were destined to be mine. And I yours." I choke on air as he stares blankly into my eyes, the green eyes I had once loved, were full of nothing that I could recognize. He was becoming different. Yet no matter what he said I knew he was right. He knew I would never leave him, could never leave him as the feelings I had grown for him were too heavy to ignore. I wouldn't know what to do without him. "I'm all you'll ever need (Y/N)" he whispers again this time he begins to let go, something flashing in his eyes. A feeling of love fills him once more. I slowly let my arms wrap around him, pulling him closer to me as I cry into his shoulder. I feel him quickly with no hesitation return my affections.

"I'm sorry, I love you, Barbatos... I love you... I love you" I mutter over and over again. My hands grabbed the fabric of his clothing keeping him close to me. His hand rubbed up and down my back with a comforting emotion behind it. He lets out a breath quickly letting his head rest on top of mine.

"I love you too." when those words slipped past his lips, once more everything came crashing down onto me. My life was in his hands, and they were ones I would never be able to escape...