Obey Me! X Reader (Oneshots) DISCONTINUED

Satan💜(Lean On Me)

Thank you AlwaysLateMary for requesting:) 

Sorry for how late this came out, I got busy with college and work, and sorry if it isn't great, I'm not the best at writing self-harm things  :<<<< 

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Requested- satan x female reader. Struggling with self-harm

This is not meant for some readers as this mentions topics such as self-harm that can be triggering to certain groups of people. As many are aware self-harm comes in many different forms and some aren't aware they are doing it when they are. So I'm going to be doing a thing like that for this one-shot, someone who isn't aware until after. 

Cutting

Burning skin

Carving into skin or tissue on the body

Hitting oneself

Biting one's skin even in the mouth

Piercing skin with objects

Inserting objects under the skin

All are self-harm, if you are someone who is struggling with depression and wanting to harm yourself or others, please seek out the help that is needed even if it may be a random stranger to whom you seek help. 

(this is short sorry)

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(No Ones pov)

At first, she hadn't been aware of the small yet sharp blade piercing her skin until the blood began to pool under her feet. She wasn't even sure why she was doing this, after all everything seemed to be going well for her. Way better than in the human world she would find herself thinking. It was going better for her after all she had a friend she would often be with, Satan was the demon she had most connected with for their both like of cats and literature. Yet even with someone so close there was always the constant fear of him leaving, the fear of him never really liking her.

Her eyes widened as she looked down at the blood, realizing just how much had fallen to the floor. Her socks became blood-soaked, soon feeling uncomfortable with the newly added weight. She only felt a sting of pain from each cut, yet none of them were deep enough to scar or cause damage. After all, she wasn't sure why she did it, what caused her to take such actions. A knock on the door causes her to jump, her eyes shooting to look at the door which she had locked beforehand.

"(Y/N) it's been a while shouldn't you be out by now?" the voice of a familiar demon breaks the silence.

"Yeah, I spaced out for a while but I'll be out soon" she mutters, which wasn't wrong. Turning on the water to the sink, running her arms under them. The cuts soon stop bleeding allowing her to move away from the sink, letting the water drip from her arms, picking up a towel, and drying off her arms. "Are you still at the door satan?" she asks

"Yes I am" she hears his voice quickly speak before the door is pushed open by the demon. She allows a soft chuckle to slip past her lips as they both look at each other.

"Are you that eager to see me?" Her voice is soft, but she notices the demon looking at her with narrowed eyes as he slowly moves closer grabbing her arm.

"Are you doing it again?" he murmurs under his breath, looking at the small cuts that were not fully hidden under her long sleeve yet, since she had forgotten to pull them down. "Is something wrong?" his voice becomes low and full of concern as he slowly looks up and down her arm.

"I'm not even sure what happened, I wasn't aware I was doing it until after it was already finished" she murmurs looking down at the ground, she was embarrassed that he had caught her, since after she promised that she would avoid the harmful ways. Yet that was harder to do than it is to agree to it.

"Is there something bothering you, (Y/N)?" Satan asks, letting go of the woman's arm. He can only sigh as she presses her head to his shoulder, her arms wrapping around him, only a small pain causes her to almost let go.

"I think everything has been going well, maybe too well?" (Y/N) starts pushing herself deeper into the demon's arms as he slowly embraces her too. "It feels like everything is going to collapse soon and I don't know how to prepare myself for it"

"You're not alone anymore, you know that?" Satan musters out resting his head on top of hers, feeling her become less tense as the embrace continues. "I'll be here to listen now," he finishes as he hears a soft hum leave her lips. She looks fully at him, her chin resting against his shoulder.

"You're really kind for a demon Satan" she chuckles letting her lips press to his cheek, causing a flustered and embarrassed expression to paint his face.

"I just want you to know you can lean on me whenever you need to" stating without looking at the woman in his arms. Too flustered by what has just left his lips, but he wanted nothing more than to make her feel that she had someone, to lessen her chances of bringing harm to herself. "It may not be a lot to say, rather actions speak louder than words" he chuckles pressing his lips to her forehead, pulling away seconds later. "I only want you to lean on me, (Y/N)"