Never Again

chapter 17: the storm

Forth got busy doing his labwork, cause in few months he will finish his study and graduate. He spent less time with Beam but Beam fully understands him, everyday that Forth finish his work, he will go home to Beam and cuddles him to sleep.

One afternoon, Beam decided to visit Forth and bring hin lunch on the engineering faculty. When he is about to enter on the laboratory room he saw Forth clenching his fist while watching something on his cellphone. Beam has no idea of what happen that time.

"Hi Phi" he approach Forth and try to hold Forths arm but Forth swatted him away. "Phi" said Beam startled.

Forth face Beam. "What's this Beam?"
"What's this?" Ask Forth shouting.

"Wh...what do you mean?" Ask Beam nervously and Forth show his cellphone to Beam and Beam is so confuse, he then take Forths cellphone and watch the video. He was so shocked, it was him and Sharp, on Sharp condo  and the scene he's watching was the time Sharp tries to kiss him and push him on the bed. It was a 30 seconds video clip, the ending didn't appear. Anyone who will watch the video, they will easily think that him and Sharp had an intimate scene.

Beam was so devastated that time, cold sweat runs to his forehead and his body tremblibg. He look at Forth,

"Phi Fo..forth let me explain. It..it's not what you think it is" said Beam. His hand was shaking.

"No Beam...this video says it all.. i hate you.." Forth said. Beam try to hold Forths arm but he swatted it away. "Prae was right, i should have not trusted you, i should have not believed in you.. you are nothing... nothing but a whore" Forth said and he turn his back at Beam.

Beam was taken aback by what he heard from Forth. He feels like his world fall apart with Forths words. And all he can do is cry.. he feels helpless at the moment.

Forth leaves Beam at the laboratory crying. He drove his bike and storm outside the university.

Beam try to call Forth, but his calls immediately went to voicemail. "Please Phi, answer your phone" he murmurs to himself, but Forth didn't pick up. He went to Forths condo but Forth was not there, even all the places they both visited, he's not there. He even calls Forths friends but no one knows where he is or maybe they didn't want to tell to Beam Forths whereabouts at this time.

He went home devastated and exhausted. His eyes was red due to excessive crying. "Why it is happening to me now?" He ask to noone then his phone rings. It's Sharp

"What do you still want from me? You already get what you wanted, Forth is now angry at me because of that stupid video of yours" Beam said crying.

"Beam what do you mean,..what video you're talking about?" Ask Sharp confuse

"Stop it Phi, please... your hurting me..stop acting as if you did not know about that..huhuhu"

"Nong listen...i really don't know what you are talking about...believe me"

"Someone send a video clip at Phi Forth,..i...it...was you and me on your condo last friday...when you...hic...when..you try to rape me"

"What?" Said sharp

"I hate you Phi, i really hate you" said beam and he cut the call.

Sharp have an idea on what is happening,. Then he call someone.

"Yes, what can i do for you?" Said Prae happily

"What did you do?" Ask sharp angrily

"Ow,.your angry.. relax..what i do will benefit the two of us."

"Shut up...i already told you that i will not help you on your plan, i thought it was clear to you." Said sharp

"Oho...but i already did it..no backing out now" said Prae laughing. And she cut the calls.

Sharp was so angry at Prae but he can't do anything for now, Prae already sent the video to Forth. All he needs to do is to retrieve the whole video clip from Prae. He then texted Beam

"Nong don't worry, i will help you. And i am really sorry."

Beam received the message but he ignored it, all he want now is to see Forth and explains to him what was really happened.

At XXX bar. Forth and his gang went to drink after they finished their labwork. It's been a week since he avoided and ignored Beam. His friends knows what happened between him and Beam, but they kept silent except for Tul.

"Why don't you let him explain Forth...you know..it's just a part of the video..you didn't saw the ending" he said

"No! That's is enough for me" said Forth. "Even if it has a different ending, still he lied to me. He didn't told me that he is seeing Sharp after i told him to stay away from that idiot." Said forth glaring at Tul and drink his beer.

His friends fall silent on Forths reasoning, Forth also has a point but Beam needs also to defend himself. But they can't do anything, as they all know, Forth is the iceprince. No one can break his emotion once he said it. They fell pity to Beam.

Beam keep on following Forth, he do his best just to make Forth talk to him, brings him food, waiting him at Forths condo, he wait Forth at the engineering cafeteria, but still Forth ignores him. He even saw Forth kissing Prae on the parking lot. It hurt him so much.

Days had passed and it's been a month since the incident and Forth keeps on ignoring Beam. Beams friends knows what happen, but Beam ask them not to do anything. He asurres his friends that he can handle it himself and they respected it. Sharp explains what happen to them and he is also willing to help Beam, all he needs to do is to get the full video clip to Prae and he promise it to Beam.

During their labwork, Beam fainted. Phana and Kit rushed him to the hospital and the result of his test shocked them all. Beam is 3 months pregnant. Yes,he is pregnant and he is one of the male who have ovary and can make a baby. And ofcourse, Forth is the father and he is sure with that. He gets happy on the news, maybe Forth will change his mind when he knows that he is going to be a father. But...

One morning Beam went to the faculty of engineering. He saw Forth talking with his friends at the laboratory and to his surprise, Prae is there but he ignore her.

Lam saw Beam enters and he nudge Forth to look at the door as well as Prae. Then they saw Beam, Prae immediately wrapped her arm around Forths arms and raise her eyebrows. Beam see all that but he did not pay attention. He lookef at Forth with pleading eyes.

"Phi can we talk please"begs Beam

"We have nothing to talk Beam." Said Forth coldly.

"Please phi" said Beam almost crying.

Lam whispers at Forth. "Let him talk Forth, please" he said.

Forth raise his eyebrows "talk" he commanded

"Can we talk privately Phi?" Ask Beam

Prae smirk,. "Talk here bitch" she said but Tul stops her.

"Prae stop" tul hisses

Forth stares at Beam. "If you have something to talk about, talk here Beam. We don't need to talk privately" he said and Beam fell silent for moment.

"Are you going to talk or what?" Hisses Forth "You are wasting my time" he said and ready to turn his back when Beam hold his wrist.

"I am pregnant Phi" he said and handed him the sonogram.

Forth and the rest of his friends become quiet. Forth looked at the sonogram and smirk.

"Ow really" he said "and you are here telling me that you are pregnant and then what huh?" He said "and then..youre going to tell me that i am the father...right?" He continues and he laughs. Beam just nods and look down on the floor. He did not expect Forths reaction.