My last love

All my hope is gone

Pov JM:

I went straight to the toilets. I didn't know why I talked like that, it just came out.Is he angry? Why did he hit me? Okay I know why he hit me and I know that he is angry but I hope it ends like this and we don't talk anymore. I don't want him to be my enemy. You have to know that in my old school I was the victim, everyone bullied me. And you know why? Just because of my sexuality. And I don't want to be a victim again it was hard enough back then.

"Are you all right?" Hoseok asked while I was washing my face. "Yeah it just came unexpected!" I said. "Woah that was amazing you are the first one who talked like this with him." He said proudly.

Suddenly the door opened and someone came in "Are you all right? Does it hurt? Do you-" "No mom everything is all right don't overthink about it." I giggled.

Jin cares about you like a mother. Once you are good with him you will see that he is always there for you if you need him. He really would do anything to protect you and what I have to mention is that he is really good in the kitchen.

"But why took it so long for you to come?" Hoseok disturbed my thoughts. "Oh I just had to say something to them I mean they should know their places!" "Oh my god mommy what did you do? What if they bully you now or will do something bad to you?" I said with worry in my voice. "They shouldn't dare to do something! If they dare they have to face something too, am I wrong?" "No but-"

The bell rang and Jin just went to class so I couldn't end talking. Oh gosh Jin what are you going to do? It would be more difficult for me if my friend would be bullied because of me than being bullied.

I just went to class. Luckily this lesson was without Jungkook. So I wouldn't be able to sit next to him today.

After school Jin and Hoseok wanted to go home together but I didn't really were on the mood to talk or do anything so I just went home alone without saying them anything. I know that Jin would be angry.

When I was at home nothing bad happened. I just did my homework and went sleeping. And I slept really fast maybe because of the stress from today and the sleepless night from yesterday.

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Today I woke up as usual because of my alarm. I went through my morning routine and now I'm at school listening what the teacher is talking about. "Why didn't you wait yesterday?" Jin asked who was sitting next to me. "I wasn't on the mood so I just went home alone." "You should tell us if you go alone Jimin we were really worried about you!" " I'm really sorry! Let's go to a cafe tomorrow as a compensation." "Okay, are you in Hoseok?" Jin turned around to ask him "Yes of course."

When I was at the cafeteria to eat I saw Jungkook coming in our direction. 'Please don't come, please' "Hey there!" He said. Damn it, go away.  No one gave an answer."Okay if you are not talking that's all right but I have to borrow Jiminie for awhile." He stretched the Jiminie on purpose. Oh shit...

"And what if he doesn't want to go with you?" Hoseok said. "Guys it's all right we will talk and then I will come back, don't worry." So I stand up and go with Jungkook. I knew that something bad would happen but I didn't want my friends to be in it too.

"What do you want?" I asked directly when we were standing."What was that from yesterday? I told you to know how you are talking with me? You really have to know your place!" "What if not? I mean you don't know your place too." And again I just talked without thinking about what I'm saying. "You have a really big mouth for your look." "Shut up!" "You should shut up I think you don't know who you are talking with!" "Of course I know who I'm talking with. It's the most disgusting person in this world." And that was it to bring him on his limits.

As I couldn't see he begin to hit me. "Shut up!" he said. Every time he hit me it hurts more and more. I wanted him to stop but he didn't. Why does it have to be me? This one question and no one can give me an answer. I can't hold this anymore...