My last love

Pain over pain

Jimin didn't stand up all day long he was just laying in bad and looked at the ceiling or turned to his left and stared at the wall. But he didn't looked at me or didn't talk with me, no matter how much I tried.

Of course I didn't go to school I couldn't left him alone when he was like this. After awhile I wanted to stand up and call Yoongi so they could come over with Jimins friends after school. But Jimin didn't let me go he hold my hand but didn't look in my face. "Hey Chim I just have to do something after that I will come back." He let go of my hand after I said that and I went out of my room and called Yoongi.

"Hey Jungkook, why you're not at school?" He asked as he picked up the phone. "I couldn't come since I didn't want to let Jimin alone he doesn't feel really good these days. That's why I called you." "Huh what should I do?" "Can you come over with his friends please, I mean Jin and Hoseok?" I asked and he agreed to that.

I hang up and went next to my Baby so he didn't feel alone. But is he really my Baby? Maybe he doesn't want that I see him as 'my' Baby! I don't care. He is my Baby no matter what happens.

I looked at his face which was emotionless but I thought it would be good if I hugged him so I did as I thought and hugged him from the back.

Jm pov

As jungkook put his arms around me I felt his warmness and felt save. I really needed that right now since I was confused and shocked and didn't know how to go on.

1 hour later

I heard some voices and stand up as I opened my eyes the first ones I saw were Jungkook, Jin and Hoseok but it was unexpected that Namjoon, Jin and Yoongi were also here.

"Jimin are you alright? What happened?" Jin asked as soon as he saw that I woke up and sat next to me with Hobi Hyung. "Thank you for coming Hyung." I said not answering his questions. "Jungkook what did you do to him?" Hoseok asked this time. "No he didn't do anything really." I answered for Jungkook. "If you want to we can let you alone for a time, do you want to?" Jungkook asked me and I nodded.

It's kinda cute how protective and worried Jungkook is. I always thought he would be a stone without any feelings but I'm sure that deep inside he has a warm heart too.

As the boys left the room they both cuddled me. "Is it about that accident?" They asked. I just nodded. They stayed in this position for awhile after I felt a little better because of Jins jokes and his laughter and hobis motivating words I decided to tell them everything.

After they talked

Suddenly the door opened and Jungkook came in. "WHAT?" He asked. "Why didn't you tell me that, I thought we were friends too?" Jungkook pouted. "Did you just listened what we were talking about." Jin interrupted him. But Jungkook just ignored him and talked with Jimin. "You have to visit your sister, okay I don't know about everything what happened. But if you had missed her so much go and visit her. And what about your mom you said she fainted how dare you to let her alone."

Yes he was right I had to be there for my family like every time even if they aren't there for me.
Jin and Hobi Hyung started a discussion with Jugkook why he talked like that with me and that he doesn't know anything. I just ignored them and left the house I went straight to the hospital.

It would be better if I don't talk a lot with Jungkook anymore I'm just someone who annoys him. And why am I always at his place and not at Jins or Hobi Hyungs? I really should stop to think about him and start to be there for my family and friends.

I get into the hospital and got upstairs as I was there I saw my father crying. "A-Appa?" I asked. "Where were you? I just told you that your mom fainted and you weren't there anymore. How you dare to let your father alone?" He shouted at me, again. "I'm sorry Appa." I apologised. "But Appa why are you-" I was interrupted because the doctor came out from the operation room. "I'm sorry we couldn't help her, she was sick already and after her fainting it just get worst." He told us.

My world felt apart. My lovely mother dead. She is just dead and I wasn't there for her. My father started to cry as well. I stood up and went into her room and saw her laying there. She looks like she is sleeping. I hold her hand and told her how much I love her and cried. And again like the past few years she didn't say anything. But this time it felt more painful.