My last love

Forget it

Jm pov:

I woke up in an unfamiliar room. I didn't know where I was. Then I remembered everything. Jungkook wasn't next to me anymore."Aish what was that of yesterday?" I asked myself looking at the wall. Unexpectedly I smelled something really delicious so I stand up and got out of Jungkooks room.

"Oh you are already awake?" Jungkook asked when I arrived in the kitchen, after searching for if for more than thirty minutes. As I walked in ,Jungkook was cooking something on the stove. "Mhm but-" "I have cooked some pancakes I'm really bad at it but some of-""Jungkook stop!" I disturbed him.

He was looking at me with confusion. "Why? I made you a breakfast if you don't like it we can do something else." "No... I mean thank you. It all smells so delicious but Jungkook please forget everything of yesterday, can you?" "Huh why?" He asked with confusion. "I mean ehm you know that me of yesterday wasn't really me. Ehm you know just forget everything that I cried or anything just forget it please." His eyes were full of... sadness? "Oh I see. Than that Jimin of yesterday is gone now. Than I can be the other Jungkook too." He said with a smirk on his face.

"So Jiminie if you don't mind it please get out of my house. I don't want someone like you who is acting so disgusting staying at my place." Wait how did he call me? Is he insane? He can't talk with me how he wants to. 'No Jimin don't get angry everything is al right we don't want you to be upset and do something without thinking about it!' I said to myself. "Hahaha and now you are about to cry? What a crybaby I don't want someone like you to stay here in front of me so GET OUT!" He shouted at me.

So I was outside walking through the street holding my tears back. 'No you can't cry he isn't worth it.' I didn't know where I was so I called Hobi Hyung to pick me up and take me home.

Jk pov:

This little... Aishhhh. I take him to my place. I took care of him. I made him a breakfast. And this is how he thanks to me. My anger was killing me so I just slammed my hand against the next best thing I could slap it to and that was a mirror.

"Aish you stupid little kid who doesn't know what he wants." I felt how the blood flowed on the floor. But I didn't care about it. It was more important that I felt like this.

Like something is missing in here. Like I need something or someone. Like I can't breathe without that thing. Why do I feel like this. Is it because I'm angry? Or is it because Jimin was talking like that to me? No it can't be because of that it's because I'm angry. But I'm angry because he talked like that. I'm just gonna call Namjoon Hyung and ask him.

"Hey Hyung!" "Hi Jk." I heard his voice after I called him and he picked up. "What's up? Why did you call me?" "So ehm Hyung you know I feel so empty and like I'm missing something. It makes me crazy and I don't know why I am like this, do you know it?" "Since when do you feel like this did you brake something or did anyone leave you?" "I don't know I think since I was angry because of Jimin he just talked to me like I was nothing but I took care of him and-" "Yah Jungkook you are in love." "N-No I'm not!" "Yes you are if you are like this because of Jimin leaving you then yes you are." "Maybe, I don't really know Hyung!" "Just think about it for awhile and then talk to me okay?" I nodded but then I remembered that I'm on the phone. "Okay Hyung!" "Okay then tell me why did you take care of him and how did he-" I hang up before he could ask more questions because I didn't want to talk about it since Jimin doesn't want me to talk about it with anyone.

Am I in love with him. No way I'm not. But I want him to be here and to take care of me like I did yesterday. Why can't he just come over again? I want him here by my side so bad. He should be there were he has to be and that's next to me. "Fine maybe I like him a tiny little bit." I whispered. 'Don't lie to yourself Jungkook you just love him, you love how he acted yesterday and how he talked with you!' My other side of thoughts said. "Fine you are right I love him but he will never love me back."

I stand up and wanted to bandage my hand but then suddenly the bell rang.