My last love

First encounter

3 Months later

Jm pov:

Three Months passed and my life changed a lot. I started to work and after I had enough money I moved out. Maybe my house isn't that big but it's better than living with my father. It has a little bathroom and a little bedroom with a little kitchen. In my bedroom I have a little bed and a little wardrobe and a desk.

In these days I didn't even go to school. I didn't want to see anyone anymore. I know that Hobi Hyung and Jin Hyung are really angry. Cause I didn't even contact them.

Now I changed my school and tomorrow after the Christmas holiday I have to attend it. I don't know anyone there but I want to start a new life like my mom told me.

I thought I could have a new life since we moved to Seoul but it didn't really end well. Like I mean I fell in love with someone who wouldn't love me.

I met my sister and she is really pretty and has a beautiful family. Her little daughter is cuter than cute. She wanted to help me but I didn't accept it I want to stand on my own foots.

And now I was about to leave the restaurant where I was working, to meet my sister and my little cutie. Yeah I'm a waitress. But actually they pay really good so why not. I left the big building and saw my sister.

"Noona." I shouted and she looked at my direction and I ran to her. "How are you?" I asked and hugged her. "I'm fine thanks." She said and I hugged my little nephew. "Hey cutie ,did you miss me?" I missed you so much Jim uncle." I hold her hand and we went to the park.

While she was playing with the sand we were talking with my sister about how much our life's changed. "Noona, I missed him." I said whiles I was leaning on her shoulder with my head. "Then go back to him why aren't you? It could be so great." "Noona I want to but I can't he doesn't love me he never did and he will never do." I took a deep breath. I felt those tears coming out. I'm such a crybaby."He would hate me if he knows that I love him and what do you think he will think about this." I showed her my arm. "Hey don't show me that, I can't look at those things. Especially if it's your body." "And if he sees that he will hate me more. He will be disgusted. So it's better to let go of him even though it's really hard."

"Eomma look at this." We heard a cute voice. So we stand up and stand next to her. She found a little bunny which was injured. "Can we bring him home. He doesn't have one. He needs one too. Please Eommmaaaa." She bagged. "But-" "Eomma." "Okay but if you don't watch out of him I will throw him out to the street again." "Okay Eomma." She smiled and her mom took the bunny.

We were on our way home the bunny in my Noonas arms and my Cutie in my arms. "Tomorrow is your first school day." "Yeah, I know. Luckily it's my last year. Then I can concentrate on my business and my family. I mean you two and of course my brother." She laughed "You like him a lot, right?" "Of course!"

After I let them at their place I talked with my brother about my first school day and what we did with my sister. He wanted to bring me to school but I don't want to. I don't want anyone to know about my family.

I walked home and suddenly saw a guy leaning on the wall and smoking. I didn't mind it and just walked straight. Suddenly I felt that someone is following me I turned around and saw that boy behind me. Fuck. I walked faster and suddenly someone stopped me by holding my arm. "Don't!" I shouted and the person put his hand on my mouth. "Shut up!" This familiar voice.

Out of nowhere I was pushed into a wall in a house. I fell down to the floor. "Please don't, stop!" I tried to stand up and the person just hold me down. "Why should I stop, hmm?" The person pulled me on my shirt. And then I saw his face after 3 months. He has changed a lot. He had a piercing on his lips and many tattoos everywhere on his body.

"You are happy and just live on like this whiles I'm about to die every single day since you are gone. I can't breathe probably anymore. I missed you I cried and I wanted to die. I wanted to get the hell out of there. You had to be there for me but you weren't, you were gone. You just killed my love for you. Even though I say that, I just love you. I need you, I want you. I'm going insane without knowing where you are and what you are doing. You... you just changed everything. You little slut. I hate you."
He put me down after shouting at me like crazy and closed the door.

"Jungkook I-" I stopped because of his dangerous glare. "Talk!" "Jungkook I wanted to start a new life without you and I'm about to start one. I know that you hate me and you are right to do so. But I liked you a lot and I couldn't forget you. So many things happened whiles I was gone. I lost so many friends and so many loved people. And I know I can't do everything good from now on. But just know that I really love you. I just-" I was disturbed by his lips.

It wasn't soft at all it was hot and we both know that we want each other. He sucked my tongue. And I liked it a lot. I wanted more and more. He put his hand under my sweater. Suddenly he licked my lips and stopped kissing me. "I- I can't!" He breathed out. My eyes were full of tears by just this two words.

"Please leave now!" He obeyed me. "Jungkook if- if I go now please met me go forever. I want to start all over again I don't want to remember anyone of you." I told him. He hold my arm and I felt the pain of my new scratched scars. "Aish" I get my arm away and just wanted to go away but again he stopped me. "Jimin, show me your arm." He said in his soft voice. This adorable voice I missed it so much. "No!" I said "Jimin, I bet you don't want me to be angry, right?" I slowly showed him my arm. I know how it will end. He will hate me!