My last love

The end

As I show him mu injured arm he stepped back and looked at my arm. "Leave.." he whispered. "Jungkook I-" "How can you do this to yourself, are you out of your mind? That's, that's..."

I didn't know what to say "I didn't meant to, I promise if.." "No Jimin leave right now!" He obeyed me again.

I left the place and walked home. Why can't I just die? Why no one kills me? Why? I thought about doing it myself a lot, but I wanted to be strong.

I get inside my home and closed myself in my room. I cried all day ling nit knowing what to do. In the end I thought about calling my Hyungs. I hope they still love me.

"Hello?" I heard Jin Hyungs voice. "Hey Hyung" "Who are you?" "I'm Jimin don't you.."
"How dare you to call me, huh? I called you so many times du you know how much worried I was." "I'm sorry Hyung!" "Calm down Jinnie!" I heard Namjoons voice. "Oh I see you don't want to talk with me, it's all right I can understand it." I said and hang up.

After that I called hobi Hyung. "Hyung?" I asked "Who is there?" I heard Yoongis sleepy voice. "Ehm I-I'm Jimin, I wanted to.." "Jimin, huh? Why do you call him out of nowhere huh?" "Yoongi I need Hobi Hyung!" "But he doesn't need you anymore!" He said and hang up.

I messed up, I just messed up. I don't know what should I do and as I couldn't hold myself I stand up and get that little silver shining thing. I started to make me new scars. But my pain didn't go away. So I get out yo my balcony and smoked an Cigarette.

But again the pain didn't go away. Other times it always get away. Why didn't it this time I want to die, I really just want to die why can't I?

Jk pov:

Two weeks passed since I met Jimin the last time. I wanted to go to him and hug him but au didn't know where he lives. I want to be there for him!

When I saw his scars on that moment I didn't know what to do so I just messed up with everything and now I want to apologise.

Suddenly I walked into somone. "Mian" I said and wanted to go. "Yah! You, aren't you Jungkook?" A girls voice asked "Yes I am, do we know each other?" I asked curious. "Yah you asshole what did you do to my Jimin he isn't picking up his phone for almost two weeks and didn't open his door since then too, he is again depressed because of you." She shouted at me "WHAT?!, where does he lives?" I asked and she gave me the address.

I ran to his house and knocked on the door. "JIMIN, OPEN THE DOOR I'M SORRY SO OPEN IT PLEASE!!!" I shouted he didn't open it "JIMINNNN! I NEED YOU!" I shouted but again nothing.

So I just broke the door and get inside just a few steps in front of the door there were an unconscious Jimin with blood everywhere on his body. "YAH, JIMIN WAKE UP C'MON JIMIN I LOVE YOU, PLEASE STAND UP." I shook but he didn't gave an answer I called the ambulance.

After Jk got out the hospital

Author pov:

Jk got out the Hospital behind him Yoongi,Hobi,Jin, Namjoon and Jimins Sister with her little family. "Eomma is uncle Jim gone now?" The little girl asked. Jimins sister answered that Jimin is an angel now and that he will always be there for them, with tears in her eyes.

Hobi and Jin weren't crying but they thought how they could be this dumb to not see how much Jimin struggled and Jungkook?

Jungkook was crying like crazy. He just blamed himself. He got to Jimins place and slept there for days letting no one in. But he knew that he has to keep going so he stood up straight and wanted to try a new live!
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THE END