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Chapter 35 ~ Bad Feeling

Reader's p.o.v.

After breakfast, we were still alone and before Steve leaves for his meeting, we were sitting on the couch.
"And for how long will you be gone?" I asked. My feet were on Steve's lap and he was caressing them, making me feel relaxed.
"I'll be back as soon as I can, sweetheart." he said to me with a soft smile.
"Captain Rogers, Agent 13 is here and looking for you." F.R.I.D.A.Y. suddenly said and I narrowed my eyes.
"What is she doing here? I thought you would meet her in S.H.I.E.L.D. headquarters." I said.
"Yes, that's what Fury told me." Then Sharon came in with such confidence, that I couldn't help and rolled my eyes.
"Sharon what are you doing here? Our meeting is in half an hour." Steve said and Sharon smiled ta him.
"I know, but I wanted to come here and leave together. Hello there, y/n." she said and I just nodded.
Then Sam with Bucky entered the living room and Bucky's eyes became darker when he saw Sharon.
"I thought Fury was very clear. Don't talk to y/n or stand in the same room with her." he said and I approached him.
"It's ok, Buck. She's leaving now." I reassured him.
"Go Sharon and I'll meet you there." Steve told her and she bit the inside of her cheek.
"Fine!" she said and left. Me and Sam chuckled at how furious she was. Steve gave us a serious look.
"What?" I asked. "How dare she comes here just like that and demands you to go with her?" I said angrily.
"Y/n I'm disappointed with her attitude too, but that doesn't mean that I'll forget my manners or act rude to her."
"Oh ok, so go find her and go together to Fury. You can still catch her." I said and I was about to leave, but Steve help my arm.
"Easy there." he said with a low, serious voice.
"Please, don't be too kind with her. She might take advantage of it." I pleaded him.
"No! I'll be total professional with her. I gotta go! I'll come back and go for dinner." he gave me a soft smile and kissed my cheek, but I held his cheeks and gave him a strong, passionate kiss.
After few seconds we broke it and he licked his lips. He smiled akwardly and he left.
I looked at Sam and Bucky with a smirk and Sam chuckled.
"He's gonna remember that through the meeting." I said.
"Yeah, you turned him on and let him leave and find his ex. Good idea, doll." Bucky said and I frowned.
"I hate you." I said and he laughed.

I had just finished my shower, a towel around my body and headphones in my ear, trying to relax and forget about why Steve was missing this long.
While I was slowing singing and making a small dance, I fell two strong hands in my waist and I jumped a little. I turned off the headphones and turned my head.
"It's just me, sweetheart." he said with a low, seductive voice and I pushed him a little.
"Where have you been?" he gave me a confused look.
"With Fury and Sharon." he said. "I know! I've promised you a dinner, so get ready because we'll go out." he gave me a small smile.
"Promise me you'll tell me everything?"
"I do! Come on, let me help you with this towel." he said and I rolled my eyes with a smile.
He kissed my shoulder, causing me a shiver down to my spine.
"Easy there, Captain."
"You smell incredible." he whispered in my ear and I closed my eyes. "And I haven't forget that kiss in the morning. Maybe I should make you jealous more often, sweetheart."
"Make me jealous more often?! I wasn't jealous." I said and he smirked at me. "Don't smirk at me, Rogers. I just wanted to show you my affection." he scoffed.
"You're adorable." he kissed me. "Come on, get ready and I'll be right back." he said and he went to take a shower too.

Steve and I went to a small restaurant, near the river so we can eat and talk at peace.
"So, when do you leave?"
"Tomorrow morning." he said and I gasped. "I know and I'm sorry. You still haven't recover and I wanted to take more care of you, but we need to end this. It has gone too far, but I'll be back before you realize it." he held my hand and I nodded.
"Steve can I ask you something?"
"Of course, sweetheart."
"How serious do you see... us?" he gave me a look. "I mean, I love you, oh so much, but I mean it! It's not a joke to me, I really wanna be with you." he kissed my hand.
"Y/n, this relationship is serious for me too, it's something permanent and I'm not gonna let you leave." I smiled at him. "But why are you saying this? I thought you knew this."
"Yes, well..." I hesitated for a little.
"What?"
"Let's move together." I said and he raised his eyebrows. "Let's find a home and stay together. I don't know, to your place or somewhere else, but we'll still be in touch with the Avengers of course."
"Why to move out when we can live in the Compound and be near to our work?" he said.
"To have our privacy, to be alone and to start our life together."
"Sweetheart, Tony can give us a whole empty floor if we want and live there." I looked down.
"I just... I wanted to live our life like all couples do, that's all."
"Yes and I understand that, but I like it how we are right now. Let's see how this mission will go and we'll discuss it again, ok?" I just nodded. "Darling, believe me I have imagined my life with you." he said and I looked at him. "All of it, you know? Marriage and... and maybe a kid." he smiled softly at me.
"That's what I want too, Steve. A family and a home with you."
"Yes, but we're not a normal couple, sweetheart. I'm at missions almost all the time and you have a full job in the lab. We need to get things slowly. What's gotten into you?"
"Nothing, just... I want to be together as much as possible."
"I'm here, sweetheart. I'm not going anywhere."

The next morning I woke up early to see Steve before he leaves for Belarus.
I was so nervous and I didn't even know why.
"Can you please calm down? I can hear your heartbeat very clear." he chuckled and I rolled my eyes.
"I love you! So, so much!" I said and I kissed him passionately and he immediately responded to my kiss. I started kissing his jawline too and he left a small growl.
"Don't do this to me." he whispered. 
"We have time. I want to say goodbye." I said and I continued kissing him.
"I need to be focused on the... oh God! " he said as I was kissing him behind his ear and I smirked.
"You were saying?"
Suddenly he held my wrists up from my head and gently pushed me to the wall.
"I told you I need to be focused on that mission." he said with a low husky voice and his eyes were full of lust. I innocently smiled.
"I don't know why you're offended. I just wanted to kiss you... Captain."
He closed his eyes and took a breath.
"If I don't go now, I'll be late."
"Let Sharon wait a little. It's not big deal." he chuckled.
"Oh, that's why you act like that." he held my wrists tighter and I should been in pain, but I was glad we ended like this.
"You want my corfirmation."
"Me?"
"Yes, you! I have to show you that I only belong to you."
He brought his mouth closer to my neck, alternating between softly kissing and nipping at my skin.
"Steve.."
"Oh, now you beg?" he slipped his hand under my shirt, his cold skin making me shiver as he continued kissing my neck softly.
"Will you let me go?" I asked and he smirked.
"No!" he continued working his way down to my neck, nibbling and sucking, only making me want more.
"So needy, sweetheart."
"I thought you were in a hurry, Cap." he bit his lips. "And I know you can do better than that."
His eyes darken, his hands freed me, now holding my sides and he settles his weight more against me. 
"What's the matter? Cat got your tongue?" he mocked me and I simply left a small moan.
His hand moved lower and just like that I lost it. I lost the game that I started and thought I would win, but Steve always wins. He knows exactly what he's doing to me.
He pulled me into another desperate kiss, while his fingers were doing their job, making me seeing starts and throw my head back.
"Talk!" he said with his deep, Captain America voice.
"Right there!" he chuckled. That idiot chuckled, having a cocky smile. But I was so vulnerable in his touch. My eyes were shut and my back arched as pleasure took over me.
"I got you, sweetheart." he said softly and he hugged me.
That's what drives me crazy about Steve. The aftercare.
"That was.." Ι breathed and Steve kissed my forehead. 
"You're so beautiful!" he whispered. "I love you!" he kissed me softly and then kissed my wrists.
"You need to get ready." I said.
"Hey, hey! Please don't be sad. I'll be back again. I'll come back to you, like I always do."
"You bet you will, Captain. Or else I'll go crazy."
I didn't want to tell him, but I was having a bad feeling about that mission and the fact that he'll be with Sharon alone didn't make it easier.
"Take care, ok? And call me whenever you can." I said and he kissed me. 
"I will!" 
And just like that, he left.