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|ONIKA MARAJ| January 3rd Beverly Hills, California
Exhilarated wasn't the word to describe how I was feeling at the moment.
I had just got news last night that Beyoncé somehow got the judge to change the court date to tomorrow. I didn't know how she did it and I didn't even care. I was just happy she was going to be home soon.
Although this being the happiest I felt in a while I also felt nervous. Very nervous.
I was afraid how I was going to react once I saw her. I didn't know if I was going to start crying or start shouting.
I haven't been able to deal with my emotions ever since she's been gone. I didn't know why if I was being honest.
"Nicki, You okay baby?" Mama Tina's warm voice interrupted my thoughts as the driver made a sharp turn. God damn.
We were on the way to court Beyoncé was located so she could get her release date. It was just Mama and I.
I was hoping she got out as soon as possible.
Like I said I don't know how she did this shit so fast and I wasn't even going to question it. I just wanted my baby home.
"Yes ma'am, I'm fine." I think I was honestly doing fine. I was just extremely nervous.
"So what do you plan on doing for your birthday tomorrow?" I decided to change the conversation. I was tired of talking about me.
"Well you know it sucks one of my kids is possibly going to be in jail, but I'll try to make the best out of it." I felt for her. Beyoncé always went all out for her mother's birthday so I knew it wouldn't be the same for her.
"I'll try to make your birthday worth it. Especially since Bey won't be here to celebrate it with you." She laughed and said thank you.
"Chile, I'll be fine. Her father is going to try to come back around soon, knowing she's in jail so at least I'm going to be entertained!" I laughed with her.
I wondered how her father was. She never really mentioned him. Like ever.
"How come she doesn't talk about her father? I don't ever hear talk about him." I was curious. She must've favored Mama over him.
"She grew up watching that man put his hands on me so she hates talking about him. She doesn't even want him around me." Ohhh!
"Yea that sounds like her. She's very protective over you, if you didn't know that." I watched her nod her head along to my words. She knew something I didn't.
