Part 74 - Mix of Emotions

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*He scares the hell out of you*

Liam: No... Fuck... I'm sorry... I don't want to scream towards you. I still have some anger issues, but I'm working on it

*You still walk backwards, trying to get away from him, but there is not much space in this hotel room*

Y/n whispers: Why are you here Liam?

*Laim sighs and squeezes his nose bridge*

Liam: I want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything that happened when we were together

*Anger rushes inside of you*

Y/n: Excuse me?

Y/n: That's it? You're just "sorry"?

Liam: I don't know what to say Y/n, I really am-

*Your anger takes control of you and you feel stronger than ever before*

Y/n: What the fuck Liam?! Do you even realize what you put me through?!

*He looks up and looks into your eyes*

Y/n: You made me fell in love hopelessly! I sacrificed myself time and time again for you! And what did you do?!

Y/n: You USED me!

Y/n: Fed me DRUNK even when I didn't want to!

Y/n: DRUGED me!

Y/n: You made me taking distance from my family!

Y/n: You even put me in JAIL!

Liam: Y/n...

Y/n: NO!

Y/n: You'll never be able to talk this all straight! Never!

Y/n: I want you to leave! Immediately! I don't want to see you again. EVER!

*You're breathing heavily from anger and adrenaline, which are rushing inside of you*

Laim: No. I won't leave.

*He walks quickly towards you, which makes you walk backwards, but you stumble over a pair of shoes of Max, which makes you fall on the floor*

*Liam towers over you and looks at you*

Liam: That were your choices! You decided to stay with me! You put yourself all through it!

Liam: That were not my mistakes!

*You want to get up, to stand in front of him again and scream the hell out of him, but you know you'll stand way too close to him*

*And you don't want to think about the things that could happen if he's that close to you again. Last time in the elevator it all ended bad*

*So you look angry at him, even when every bit of you is scared of him*

Y/n whispers: Then what are you even apologizing for?

Liam: The night in the elevator

*Right away the goosebumps start to raise all over your body and you turn your head away, to avoid his eyes*

*Liam takes distance from you and starts to walk around in the room, investigating the place where you have been living in the past two weeks*

*You get up slowly*

*He stands still on the other side of the room and looks at you again*

Liam: I didn't want to fight with you. I'm sorry...

*You notice he's switching to his other personality again. The sweet one. The one you fell in love with*

Liam: I really am sorry...

*You shiver and try to say something*

Y/n whispers: Leave... Please leave....

*The fear takes back control. You remember what it was like to be with him. One time he was the sweetest person on earth, but the other time he was so cruel. A drunk person. A drug addict*

*You snap out of your thoughts when he punches against the wall because of his anger*

Liam: No! I won't leave!

*He grabs the bag filled with M&Ms, which was still on the table and throws it into the room*

*The pieces of chocolate fly everywhere*

*A tear falls down your face. The connection you made with George just a few moments ago. It just scattered all on the floor along with the M&Ms. There goes your promise to save something*

*But it means more than just the chocolate. It was somehow also a little symbol for the upcoming trust between you two*

*And then Liam walks in once and it's everywhere again... You have to put your walls up again. You can never let someone as close to you as Liam once was...*

Liam: We are going to talk! NOW!

*Then someone appears in the door opening*

Erin: What's going on here?  

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