The Bloody Chandelier Of Perfection

Chapter III

"Alright so the day started off, I woke up to an annoying alarm felt like ww3 was starting and that morning the first thing I said in the morning for the first time in my life of 30 years it was God I hate IPhone alarms like calm the fuck down why is it so intense almost like a cardiac arrest. And the day started I figured after having a simple breakfast of cereal I had nothing to do. By then I knew one week wasn't enough for you to fix the whole kingdom and I would win. So I threw myself on the bed and my mind went what are you doing? That was not perfect! Wait. I don't have to be perfect this is okay and it was comfortable and it didn't feel bad. I messed around a little longer and felt that comfort and I didn't do anything all day. All I did was watch movies and sleep and eat and it was fucling comfortable. Other than the part where I yelled at fictional characters for being a dumb fuck. None of this was perfect but it was nice and chill. For the first time in my life I was purely happy and I didn't need no one's misery or need to conpare myself for this happiness and pleasute so I gotta say... I lost." I said.
"No I think I lost. That night when I went to sleep I was thinking all these expectations that the people have with me. I will fulfill them not because I won but because no one will ever have the nerve to do anything like this if I failed and that's when I felt the pressure. This is more than I can handle! What have I done? This is more responsibility than I can endure.... No I have to do this. I can't lose. I thought. But I think, bit going to lie, u think I lost too" He said.
"Well my sleep that night was way more comfortable I was like I don't have to worry about anything tonight. I can wake up at 3 pm and no one will say anything it was good I was up late at night and slept till noon and was very happy genuinely. I thought as I slept. It was fun I almost didn't want to be the ruler again. I didn't feel like claiming my spit as the Lord again. I wanted you to win so that I can have the best week of my life and end it with no pressure for the future. But now you say you have lost buti think this town is moving towards the better you just need more time. You can make this the best place of it was yours to keep" I said.
"No sire, this is your kingdom it was better when you were running it. I ruined the order and everyone is uneasy with it I thought I could fix this but no. This kingdom was at its best when it was with you Lord. It was best with you. And even if you don't agree that only makes this more imperfect and worse and I had only one week. I agreed to one week being enough didn't I? I am the real loser and I think before I continue with my day I must ask you to tell me about your next 6 days once it for all. Please continue"