Midnight Sunshine

Hungry Eyes

Draco awoke the next morning, turning to Harry who was still asleep next to him as he got up, looking at his wedding ring before lying back down and twisted it around his finger until it came off, he looked at the inside and smiled. Harry's eyes opened and smiled and moved close to Draco. He tenderly put his hand on his jaw and closed in on his lips, where he pressed down a soft kiss, reciprocated by Draco's soft lips. Then another. And another. And another. Harry gave Draco a small kiss on the tip of his nose and then once again pulled him close to his chest.

Draco relaxed in his embrace and lied his head on his chest Harry could hear him yawn as his silhouette moved around. Harry chuckled. "I suppose you cuddly people also do all that when you go to sleep then, don't you?" "Draco, you can just ask." "I'm not asking anything." Harry rolled his eyes even though he knew Draco couldn't see it. "Would you like to cuddle with me while you try to fall asleep, Draco?" "If you must." He started softly stroking Draco's hair. Draco didn't even complain. Draco snuggled into him desperately as if he was legitimately freezing.

After an hour, the blonde started to warm up "Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." He slid his wedding ring back on his finger. Harry pressed a kiss to his hair, then pulled away to tilt his chin up to look at him "Can I tell you something?" "Of course." He sat up, gently taking both hands in his and lightly rubbed them "And why are your hands freezing?" Harry knew whenever he was upset, scared or hurt, his hands would turn cold "I umm." A soft whimper escaped his lips and completely broke down in tears. Harry pulled him into his chest not knowing the exact reason for his tears, he lifted his right hand, keeping his left tightly around him. His right hand combed through his blonde hair in a soothing sort of way "Shh, darling, what's wrong? Baby? You can tell me what's wrong?" He asked, concerned. Draco pointed to Harry's wrists and couldn't bring himself to tell him what happened "What did you do? Huh?" When he didn't answer he muttered under his breath, "If he's hiding something, I'll know." Harry gently cupped his face in his hands "What did you do?" "I.." Instead of telling him, he just lifted up his left sleeve to reveal fresh self harm cuts "I'm so sorry." "Let's get your arms cleaned sweetheart." He took him by the hand. 

Meanwhile, Draco was cleaning up his arms, Harry was sitting on the bed, tears running down his face seeing his little one in so much pain, so much hurt and he knew how much pain he had been in for a while, feeling that he wouldn't talk to him about it. Draco walked back in and wiped his tears on his jumper "Darling, come here please." He whimpered. Draco walked over to him, sitting on his lap. Harry leaned forward and buried his face in his neck. Draco felt his tears wet his neck "It's okay, I'm here baby." He rubbed his back "I don't ever want to see you hurting yourself again. Do you understand?" He asked in a serious tone. Draco didn't have the strength to speak nor the strength to cry but he did anyways and let it out "Why'd you leave me?" Was all that kept repeating in his mind. Harry pulled him closer to him. He stuffed his face in the crook of his neck while he stroked his hair "I love you so much." Harry whispered, before the blonde passed out of exhaustion.

Harry held him close, never wanting to let him go again. The brunette lifted him up and carried him, placing him on the bed. If only he knew how much he loved him. Harry brushed a lock of hair behind his ear and pulled the duvet over him and grabbed a wet cloth from the bathroom and cleaned the dry blood from his arms "Oh sweetheart." He muttered "I swear when this is all over I'll never leave your side." He grabbed his hand in his and kissed the back of it "Sleep well my love." He whispered and hoped for him to remember how much he cared for him. The sweet scent filled his nose and calmed him down. Harry leaned down and pecked his lips "I'm so sorry." He whispered before walking in the bathroom to get everything sorted from the day.

An hour later, Draco walked downstairs "Hey." "Hi." "I heard you getting up so I made you a Blueberry Super fruit tea when you want it." "Thanks Harry." "That's alright." Draco sat on the sofa and took the mug off of the coffee table, taking a few sips of it, he swallowed and put it back down "You look scared baby." "Can I do something?" "Of course." The blonde got up, walking over to where Harry was on the armchair and climbed on his lap, and deeply moaned in his ear "You can't do this to me, Draco." He gasped at the end, grabbing his face hard and kissed him hard on the mouth. Draco kissed back just as hard, their lips moving in a vigorous pace. Harry placed on hand on Draco's chest and slowly moved down to his hips, pulling him closer into his lap. Draco began to move his hips on top of Harry's lap. Harry started to guide Malfoy's hip movements as it became faster.