Luke had told me 6:30 tonight, at our favourite place.
the top of the car park.
it's where we'd cry together, listen to each other about horrible things, and sometimes even good things, but that's where Luke jumped, and I didn't think I'd even bring myself up to the top of this building anymore. I wouldn't even go near it.
So right now I was standing at the bottom of the stairs, trying to push myself up.
I took one step and tears rolled down my face. I pictured Luke running up these stairs to get away from everything, away from life.
away from me.
my phone buzzed in my back pocket, and I reached to pull it out.
the message was from an unknown number.
come on, I'm waiting to explain.
who is this.
who do you think it is, Kae?
"oh god," I shivered.
I finally pushed myself up the stairs, slowly climbing each step.
I reached the top and saw Luke.
"Kaelin." he smiled.
I ran over to him and jumped into his arms.
his muscular arms wrapped around me. Just like they always did.
"nobody can know I'm still alive." he whispered.
"I have a question," he slowly put my feet back on the ground, "h-how did you tell me to meet you here."
"Michael recorded my voice on his phone," he sighed, "I'm sorry."
"sorry for what Luke?" I yelled, tears streaming out of my eyes, "sorry for faking your death? Making Ashton try? Some damn apology, Luke. Ashton could die..." I whispered the last words to keep myself from breaking.
"Kae-"
"don't, Kae, me. I'm not ready for this Luke. You've killed me already." I turned and tried to walk away, but Luke's arm grabbed my wrist, and from the amount of pain, I could tell he's broken the cut open, and the blood started to seep through the bandage.
but he pulled me back anyways.
he pulled me to face him, and he pressed his soft lips to mine, I melted in his arms, and fell to the ground, and with that he was gone.
he just left me with blood everywhere, sitting on the top of our favourite place, where he supposedly killed himself.
I don't know what to believe anymore.
I don't know who to believe anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I can't do this.
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double update?? okay.
xoxo
kal.
