I got into Luke's bed. His big, comfortable bed. Without him.
I was slowly dozing off, while slowly running my fingers over the cuts I had made earlier.
I woke to Luke running his hand over my thigh, right where my hand was.
"Kae." he whispered, as I turned over to face the wall, "what's wrong?"
"I don't know Luke." I sighed quietly, "go to bed."
"I can't. W-you need to tell me what's wrong with you." he demanded.
"Luke, fucking stop, I refuse to talk about it." I snapped.
he climbed into his bed, and pulled me close to him, wrapping his arms around me.
"can I ask you something?" he whispered.
"mhm." I mumbled.
"if I asked you out," he stuttered, "like, on a date, w-what would you say?"
"depends." I replied, flipping to look at him.
"on?"
"how hot you look when you ask." I smirked.
"ugh, no." he muttered, chuckling.
it was 1:30 and we were both silent, but still awake.
"Luke." I whispered.
"Kae." he whispered back.
"I want to die." I whispered, tears threatening to pour out of my eyes.
"Kae," he took a breath, "i can't let that happen. You're an amazing person. I need you Kae. I need you to keep me here, to keep me safe, and I'll do the same for you. I promise. You're my best friend."
I sighed, not answering. I was just friend zoned.
Luke spoke up after a while, "Guess what. I win that bet we made years ago, to get you to sleep with me."
I laughed, "you're dumb."
"only for you, baby." my heart crumbled. He can't mean that. I was zoned now. No way out.
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I woke up to Luke curled around me. There was no way I was peeing this morning. No fucking way. Actually scratch that, I need to piss.
"Luke." I whined, attempting to pull the boy off my body, "Lucas, I need to pee!"
he moaned as I tried to pull him off. I pulled his shirt, revealing a purple mark. A hickey.
"I don't care." I muttered to myself, "I don't care, I don't care, I don't." I finally dragged Luke off me, grabbing my clothes and heading to the washroom.
I came out of the washroom, grabbed my wallet, phone, and Luke's car keys.
"I just need air." I whispered to myself, trying to stay calm.
This was none of my business, we aren't together. It doesn't matter.
"Kaelin?" I heard Luke yell from the bedroom as I shut the front door behind me.
"I just need air." I whispered, whipping out a cigarette, "just air."
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so @emilybyerss fell asleep.
WAKE UR ASS UP BITCH.
k stay cool.
&bad
&fresh
&idek
pls comment, I'm bored.
kal
