Broken dreams (chim fanfic)

Chapter 44

Sorry I haven't updated in a while ! I've been so busy with school work but I will try to upload chapters more frequently !

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I turn my gaze to Brianna's limp, lifeless body .. The girl that used to be so vibrant and full of life, the girl that could turn any smile Into a frown , the girl that stood by me in the short period we where together , the girl that believed in me when no one else did , the girl that was tortured her entire life and was able to make a complete 360 degree turn , the girl that was always postive , outgoing and so incredibly strong .... Laying in the small hospital bed , pretty much gone .

The montior continues too beep ... Still a flat line, I take her cold hand in mine and intake a sharp ragged breath .

"Ms. Cole there is nothing more we can do for her" the doctor says just as she goes to unplug the machine

"Do you have kids ?!" I ask and she sighs , followed by a nod.

"If this was one of you're children would you give up on them ?! Would you let them die infront of you just like that , or would you at least try ! How would you feel in situation HUH?!" I say as I try to keep the sob from escaping the back of my throat.

"I would be doing the same thing you are" the doctor smiles sadly

"Then d-don't give up on her just yet . S-shes a f-fighter , she w-will pull thr-ough. J-just give her a c-chance . I j-just got her b-back in me life , p-please i c-can't lose h-her" I sob and she doctor smypathically puts her hand on my shoulder

"I will try my best ... miracles are rare in a situation like this but not impossible . Go on and say something to her ... Maybe she will be able to hear you and she will be able to come back , if its meant to be then its meant to be" she says hugging me tightly as the other nurses work around us trying to get brianna breathing again .

I get up and sit in the available chair next to the hospital bed, taking hold of Brianna's limo hand .

"Baby dont leave me, you are my whole world...my everything. I will always love you... no matter what happens . Yes it will be different but I will never give up on you. I wont treat you differently no matter what happens you will always be perfect in my eyes. I dont care what anyone thinks, you will be me little princess no matter what and I will still love you more then life it self. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I will never ever ever EVER stop loving you. We have been through so much together and you have given me the best few months of my life. You are the best daughter I could ask for and I don't wanna lose you, in fact I cant lose you... I need you more than you will ever know. I don't care if you end up paralyzed, I need you, I cant live with out knowing your with me. Wether your paralyzed or not I will love you the same, you will always be me princess Forever and always... You're me soldier , and soldiers fight . You're so strong bri , you can do this ... I believe in you, please angels don't take her away from me... Bring her back and take me instead , she doesn't deserve this . Its all my fault . I c-caused the c-car accident ! She d-doesn't deserve this ! I s-should of been the one t-to end up I-in hospital , not her . Let h-her go ! G-give me my b-baby b-back p-please " I kiss her hand gently as the sobs rack throught my body . I can no longer feel anything , my body has just lost all sensation ... Im numb .

I suddenly feel someone place they're hand over my mine .

"Mom?" I hear her voice and freeze. "Bri?" I ask in shock , shes back .

I throw me self into her arms and sob "I missed you so much.... Im sorry bri ! Im sorry !" Brianna hugs me weakly.

God I missed her hugs, her voice and everything about her. I let go and look into her beautiful hazel eyes and see the sparkle I missed so much.

"Its okay mom ... I love you" she smiles sleepily "I love you too princess"

The doctor said since she just came our of the coma she is a bit groggy and will be for a day or two ... they have to do the surgery on her legs soon , god im nervous .

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"Great to see you awake Brianna but we need to take you to surgery now" she says and Brianna nods slowly.

"I love you" I say kissing her forehead

"I love you too mam ... I'll see you soon, okay?" She smile and I nod "alright sweetheart ... See you soon"I say and she is wheeled out of the room leaving me with my thoughts.

Brianna's pov

The doctors give me a shot to put me too sleep for the surgery . I feel a pinch and a cool liquid move through out my body .. I sigh as I feel the drug take its course. I stare at the light above me as it become a fight to stay awake .

After a few minutes my eyes begin to feel heavier and heavier too the point keeping them open is nearly impossible. I finally give in and close my eyes ... Drifting into a deep sleep almost instantly .

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"Brianna?"

I open my eyes too see Isabella, I get up and hug her tightly "I missed you" "missed you too"

I look around "where are we?"

"We are outside the hospital silly, come on" She asks "okay" I smile simply ... This is a crazy dream , wait this is a dream isn't it ?

We run around the big open field "hey wanna see something cool?" Isabella says and I nod.

She walks over to me and says "put your arms out like a bird, get in a running stance and when I say go run to the pole and jump as high as you can" I do as im told and we begin to run

"GO" she giggles and we jump, I look down and realize we are flying.

This feeling is so indescribable ... I've never experienced something like this . We soar through the clear skies without a care in the world and it feels amazing.

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After a while of messing about its time to return to mom. Next thing I know im back in my body and my eyes begin to open.

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Cheryl's pov

The doctor comes in about two hours after she walks over with her clipboard "how are my legs?" Brianna asks nervously sitting up in the bed as the entire room goes silent .