I can't get these voices out of my head.
They keep reminding me of everything that kills me inside.
I try to get rid of them.
I know they are not real.
However, after a couple of hours, I start to believe them.
I try to focus on something else.
I try to shut them down with Music and Podcasts, but they got too powerful over time.
I can't stop them anymore.
And at a certain point, when you hear the same things over and over again, you start to believe them.
There are no quiet days.
I can't imagine a day and certainly not a life, where those voices do not run my day.
I can't escape.
I don't want to do this anymore.
Please, Shut up, I'm begging you.