Thoughts that decorate my mind

Toxic

How can something feel so good but hurt so bad?
Every time we talk, scream, fight I end up sad.

Why do you feel so close, yet so far away?
Where is the color? All I see is grey.

Your mouth is filled with lies.
My heart is empty, full of whys.

You scream, I cry, you ignore, I lie.
Over and over again we tried
But why? Empathy died.

As you grow old, I grow cold.

You avoid.
I'm destroyed.