*This one is actually on my instagram (username is sammie.rachelxx) and is not as old as i thought when i remembered to add it to here.*
Its past midnight and I can’t sleep
I keep thinking about you and me
Wondering what went wrong, but in truth I know
I just need to learn to let go
You’re probably over me, forgotten my name
While I’m crying here laying in shame
I can’t help thinking if I met you again
I would know to not fuck up, I’d know the right way
I wipe my tears away, but I’m not finished for tonight
And reach into my drawers for my flame, for my light
Flicking the switch, I hold my hand still
And watch the skin burn, watch it crisper and redden
And then I stop. Pause. Reach for a pill
With a mouthful of water, five go down my throat
I feel dizzy, my head starts to float
I’m addicted to this pain, but even more so
I’m addicted to you more than you will ever know
This type of torture is better than the one in my heart
Better than the wrenching pain, shattered apart
Not as good as what will eventually come, but I know I have to wait
After all, death is and will always be my one true fate
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Haunted Dreams
PoesiaThis is a collection of poems that i once intended to turn into songs, but i never got around to it. I thought I'd share them with y'all because...i don't know. Just read it, eh?
