Demons (C) Samara Crawford

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The demons are running loose in my head again
Screaming out your name as i dig my nails into my hands
I don't make a noise, scared that someone will hear
But trust me, in my head there is no silence

They're telling me to cry, to scream, to end it all
But i can't do that yet, I can't fall
Not knowing where i will land
I can't trust myself to land on my feet

I'm mimicking life here, faking as I go along
But inside I'm worse than dead, I'm nonexistent
How is it physically possible to be this miserable?
If you asked me several months ago,
I wouldn't have know the answer

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
In life, in school, in my mind
I'm so tempted to give up everything
Stop this silly game of believing I'm okay.

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