Burning desire (completed) (not edited)

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I recently moved from Philadelphia Pennsylvania to the small town of Charming California. I wanted new scenery since I've retired from being an FBI agent. 

So I bought myself a cute little house and started my new life in this small town. 

I learned very quickly about the motorcycle club and how they are bad people all that. but to me, I think it's just a whole bunch of Davids and Karens who like to talk shit about people when they don't know what actually goes on.

I've seen things in my old line of work that all of charming would be scared of if not scared for life. Cause its changed my point of view of life and it showed me that I need to enjoy what I have and the time I've got cause I'm not sure if I'll ever see daybreak.

Since moving to Charming I've taken a little side gig of shorts as a nanny. which is a perfect job cause I love kids and I've got plenty experience when I would babysit for some of my colleagues when they wanted to take their significant other out or their dates out.

When I'm not doing that I'm donating milk to mothers in need. since my body has a hormonal occurrence that makes me lactate and not be pregnant. 

Though recently I've started nursing one of the kids I am watching. I talked with the father who is part of the "bad" motorcycle club and I told him that since I'm producing the milk and his son needs it. then if he's ok with it I'm more then happy to nurse his son.

At first the guy who's name is Jax looked at me smiled and proposed marriage before he chuckled and told me he's still dealing with his son's druggie mother.

From that point on my life had taken a great turn. I went from single to dating two men. 

I'll give you a little brief story here of how I met the second guy. 

I was holding Abel in my arms breastfeeding him when someone knocked on Jax's door. so being careful with Abel in my arms I walked over and peek out to see who it was. and I seen a tatted blad guy who looked like he always had a resting bitch face.

"who is it?" I asked

" Happy. I'm one of the guys Jax works with" he says

"what can I do for you Happy?" I asked

"Jax wanted me to come and stay with you and Abel for a while since something was happening that the other club members are handling" he replied

I unlocked the door and let him in before closing it behind him.

"arent you the same rank as him?" I asked

"not patched over yet" he says before he looks at me and notices what I was doing.

"are you pregnant?" he asked

I smiled and shook my head.

"its a female hormnal ordeal that I deal with. it makes me lactate. and I talked with Jax about the whole thing before I started" I explained as I walked back over to the couch and gentle moved Abel from my breast to my shoulder and burped him before I wiped the spit up and laid him in the bassinet.

"Pardon me. I'm not used to anyone being here" I say before I cleaned up what I could reach till Happy took the war and got what I couldn't. he waved it off before walking back around to where he was before.

"I'm not opposing or complaining about seeing your breast." he says

I went to wipe my breast but I noticed that Abel didn't eat as much as he usually does which means I'm gonna be leaking and I don't have the proper pading.

"fuck" I mutter

"what?" he asked

"Abel didn't eat as much as he generally does and now I'm gonna be leaking whats left in my breast since I don't have any pading or the pump its gonna seep through my shirt" I tell him

"so what are you gonna do?" he asked

I bit my lip in debate then thought fuck it. he's here and I don't think he'll care.

"would you mind drinking it?" I asked

he looked stunned at first.

"if you're uncom..." I hadn't got time to finish cause he walked over knelt before he leaned in and latched on being gentle as he suckled on my breast and drank what was left.

" thank you," I tell him as I hold his head there.

from that point forth he and I as well as Jax and I became a couple. and I always make a joke the only reason he started seeing me was cause he drank my breast milk. which he shrugs before smirking. then telling me that it's not my breastmilk that made him want to be with me but my personality. the milk is just a bonus.

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A/N: Not gonna be like the show. it will be like I want it to. if there is something 

similar then is a coincidence.

Also, the lengths of the chapters will vary.