Burning desire (completed) (not edited)

9

When the guys finally were out of Prison I couldn't wait to see them and introduce Happy and Jax to their kids.

I had Diego and Adalyn sitting in their car seats on top of the picnic table, while Abel was sitting next to me.

I raked my fingers through his hair before leaning down and kissing the crown of his head then stood up when I heard a car entering the lot.

"Here they come" Gemma announced.

 I smiled as I watched the van roll in. When the door opened I seen that none of them was smiling or even looking remotely happy.

I looked at Gemma who was just as confused as me till I seen them carry a casket.

I covered my mouth and teared up since I've yet to see Jax or Happy.

"is that daddy?" Abel says

I dropped my hand and picked him up.

"I can't say for sure bub," I tell him

 he wrapped his arms around my neck and laid his head down on my shoulder. 

I wiped the tears from my eyes when I finally saw them.

"No Abel baby. it's not daddy or Happy" I tell him

He lifted his head and saw his dad and Happy.

"can I see them?" he asked

"In a moment. they have something to tend to" I tell him

He nodded his head before laying it back down.

I rubbed his back as they carried Juice to the garage and laid him on a lift.

It's heartbreaking that they lost Juice since he is one of the ones who struggled in life. but whatever happened I'm sure he didn't deserve to spend his final days in prison.

After the garage door rolled down so they could have their peaceful little ceremony for Juice Gemma and I grabbed one of the car seats and carried them inside.

I sat the car seat and Abel down having him go join Ellie and Kenny.

"find out who was in the casket?" Lyla asked since she couldn't bear to stay out there thinking it was Opie they were carrying.

"Juice" I replied

She looked shocked.

"they guys are in the garage having a little service for him now so we are leaving them alone," Gemma says

Lyla nodded her head and went to check on the kid's Gemma and I got Diago and Adalyn out and fed them. Since they weren't taking to breastfeeding. we bottle fed them which in a way its much easier so I have no worries about pumping me so where ever Gemma takes the kids for a night or two I don't have to panic about not having pumped beforehand.