Above Us (OMEGAVERSE)

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LISA

*flashbacks*

Jennie and I are already off for almost a year but it was me who's holding on. I've been looking for other Girls even though i'm still holding on because from what i heard, Jennie is already talking to someone but i told myself i don't mind it, this is my own karma.

One time, i saw a Girl who hates Alpha so much. To be honest, i can easily kick her out in the University but i became weird because even though she annoys me so much, she put me in a miserable life, it became hell, i'm still enjoying watching her throwing hates on Alpha like me.

I've been watching her every week putting the banner on the bulletin board and i'm just passing by but i'm actually checking her.

I hate her.

I like it that i hate her.

I met Ryujin, i'm surprised that Ryujin is the only one who dared to speak up and i found her funny that's why i befriend her.

I actually have no idea that Ryujin has a thing with Yeji. I'm surprised that Ryujin even wanted Yeji to come with us in the beach when we speak on the mic, i really wanted to speak on that mic even last year but i'm scared that Yeji will thought that i'm mad at her but i'm not just referring to her.

After we speak on the mic, i told them we need to go to the beach and celebrate.

"Let's get Yeji. She didn't mean what happened today and i have a gut that she will now leave that club"

I don't want her to come because i don't know what would i feel when she's close to me, i am so soft over her because i didn't notice, my hand was giving already an 'Okay' sign. I acted like i'm mad at Yeji when she's not around so i guess i need to act mad at her when she's around too,

"Be thankful that you're Ryujin's Friend, you put me into hell when you created that club and i almost lost myself when everyone is staring at me because i thought they don't want me here. I'm gonna accept you as a human, i'm gonna forgive you but i'm not gonna forget everythi—"

I said those words and i mean it but not the last part. I can accept her though. When we're in the beach already, i can't stop staring at her, i'm just a great pretender and i can act like i'm not staring at her but i am.

If you think that i really hate her, do you think i would forgive her instantly when we're at the beach? When she chased me on the sand? (referring to Chapter 9, JOB).

The moment when Yeji was walking closer to me, she suddenly chased me and i ran away from her and she literally followed me. We're running around and I fell on the sand then she pouted at me,

"I'm a Kid right now, you need to forgive me"

I laughed.

But the way i saw Yeji stares at Ryujin, i laughed sarcastically and told my self,

"Treat her like a Friend".

I treat Yeji like a Friend and i'm telling her that she's my little Sister. Ryujin? Bullshit. She's treating Yeji like a garbage. Yeji can sometimes be stupid but she don't deserve the pain in this world.

Imagine the times i'm helping her to confess to Ryujin and to clear her feelings. I became the cupid for her, the fact that it doesn't hurt me anymore because i already expected it.

At first i'm happy to know that Yeji is in Ryujin's hands because i thought she's safe but when i saw Yeji crying over her and Yeji confessing over her then she was rejected, i asked myself,

"What if i did what Ryujin did? Would it be me and Yeji now?"

When they already cut their ties, i put my respect towards Yeji first. I want to help Yeji as a Friend to overcome her heartbreak. I also need to fix the thing between Jennie and I first, i know that it seems like i'm gonna use Yeji but no.