MAJOR SH TRIGGER (blades/sharp objects, blood), and graphic stuff
DO NOT MAKE ANYTHING SEXUAL
/SRS
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Almost to one day...
Almost to one hour...
Almost to one minute...
Fuck
Can barely make it to one day?
Pathetic.
Cant do anything without doing it. The pain is well, painful but it feels so good (dont make this sexual /srs). The blade ripping my skin and the deep red blood trickling out.
I crave it. I crave the pain of the blade, a object so small but made a big impact. But i need the pain, i need the pain of it. I cant live without it.
im fucking dependent on a blade. A fucking blade to cut anything but skin. but its new use is to cut skin.
Cant even make it to one fucking day, none the less a week, hell a month.
im fucking insane.
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update: 6 days
Also i just like that photo btw
