TW:Su!cide
As I grab my phone, 10:10 at night when i should be asleep. The sky begging for me to sleep, just once so it can do its job.
As i look out the window, the moonlit sky illuminates my blue room. The room becomes the color of the silky black sky, making it feel more magical.It felt as if a dream, the stars streaming into my room, plastering themselves onto the walls. The clipped metal butterflies, fly around, glistering their dusty purples and blues.
I wonder, "what would've happened if it worked?"
Its stupid, wanting to die every time you wake up isn't it? Wanting, pleading for a knife to be put into your chest and die as quick as possible. Not even a painful, a quick and easy death, just to get off of this horrid place called earth.
Everything seems dark and empty, my mind wondering to the worst place scenario. Hope for the worst, plan for the best is what i seem to do.
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I really didnt know what to do with this one, AND I POSTED? WOW ITS LIKE A MIRACLE
IM BACK!! anyways plz eat or drink water if you haven't already and hsve a good day/night <3
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