It feels like drowning in a ocean. A ocean of blood, sorrow and all the negative emotions. A pit of hope always is there but the ocean is too big.
It's like you feel hopeless until you see the hope, the help. The help that you need, the comfort that you needed a long time ago.
No one sees the problems that you have until you open up. And you don't open up. People say "open up, it can't be that hard.", then you do. And you feel like a burden. A addition to their other problems. And that's why you don't open up.
It's back to that ocean that you can't seem to get out of. The hope is always there but you can't get to it. Not until you drown.
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I really don't like this one. Idk if I'm going to take it down or what so enjoy it while it's here.
As always, have a great day/night!
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