I actually want to cry and scream mt heart out rn but I can't bc my parents are in the next room so I am putting my emotions into this chapter. This ones really long. Might do part 2 idk.
Warnings: Attempted sewerslide, self hate, parents being biatchs
Y/n's POV
I can't do this anymore. I don't want to be here. I hate myself. I wanna be alone.
I am sitting in class staring off into space. "Ms.
L/n? Are you paying attention?" The teacher said, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Uh yes sensei, sorry." I said, wanting to cry as the entire classes attentions was on me.
"What's the answer to question 3 then?" She asked and I froze. I don't even know what subject i'm in. Then I saw Suna saying the answer with his fingers. "486?" I said and the teacher nodded and went back to teaching.
I let out a relived sigh and mouthed a thank you to Suna. He smiled and nodded.
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The bell rang and I hurried out of class, but waited for Suna by the doors like usual.. Finally no more torture, well at least until I get home. "Hey there Y/n." I heard Suna's voice and smiled, probably the first real smile today. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my cheek. "Hi." I said wrapping my arms around him from the side.
"Are you ditching Atsumu and Osamu?" I asked and he nodded. "I'm gonna walk you home." Even though the twins lived close to me and him he still used it as an excuse to ditch them. Maybe today wouldn't be as bad after all.
As Suna and I walked home we ended up running into the twins... "Oh hey Sunaaa." Atsumu said as he saw us. Suna rolled his eyes and walked faster. "Sunnaa!" He yelled. "Huh maybe he couldn't hear me." He shrugged and I laughed. "You idiot of course-" Osamu started but we had walked too far.
We got to my house and Suna gave me a kiss and hugged me, which I did not want to let go of. "Bye baby." He said then went to his house.
Right when I walked in the door I got yelled at by my mother. "Y/n! Why are you so late?" She yelled and I looked over to the clock. "Mom I'm 5 minutes early." I said, immediately regretting it. "Don't back talk me! 5 minutes isn't early enough! And fix your hair! It looks like there rats living in it! Ugh why do you have to be so incapable of doing stuff yourself." She said the last part with a sigh. I looked over to dad who was just sitting on the couch, drinking.
"He's the incapable one." I mumbled. "What did you say?!" My mom yelled. "Nothing?" I lied and she just looked at me and went back to cooking. I went to my room and flopped on my bed. I take it back this day is terrible.
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After dinner and mom yelling at me more about "Sitting properly" and "No elbows on the table" I know It's manners but I'm just so tired. I went back into my room and back on my bed, going on my phone.
As I scrolled I began crying for no reason. I put my phone down and just cried into my pillow. It was now 3 am.
I can't with any of this. I'm gonna do it.
I got out of bed and grabbed some shoes putting some random sweatshirt and sweatpants on. I grabbed my moms pills - she doesn't take them anyways- and left from my window and got in my mothers car. It's not like I'm gonna be alive to hear her yelling at me for taking it, plus she has dads car for work. I wanted to be as far as possible, hoping none of my family or friends would find me, especially Suna. Only the police or some random person in the middle of nowhere.
As I drove my mind kept wandering back to him. I'm gonna disappoint him. "Fuck you Suna." I groaned and turned around. "Why do I have to love you so much." My eyes filled with tears.
Suna's POV
As I got up for school I sent Y/n a good morning text like every morning. There was no answer so I assumed she was sleeping still. I got ready and went over to Y/n's house, I knocked and her mom answered. "Ah Suna! You here for Y/n?" She asked with the fakest smile ever. "Uh yeah." I said. "Y/n Suna's here!" She yelled, no answer. "Oh that girl." She said trying to seem nice but you could tell how angry she was. "You can go up and get her." She said letting me inside.
I went up to her room but she wasn't there. Maybe the bathroom? Nope not in there. "Are you sure she hasn't left yet?" I asked as I came back to the kitchen. "She usually grabs some toast or cereal for breakfast. Is she not in her room?" My heart sunk and I shook my head. "Huh maybe she did leave... she's skipped breakfast a few times, maybe she snuck by me." She shrugged and laughed but I couldn't get rid of this pit in my stomach.
I ran to the twins house hoping maybe she snuck to their house. I don't know why she would do that but it's my only option. "Atsumu! Osamu! Have you seen Y/n?" I asked and they shook their heads. My eyes filled with tears, she has to be on her way to school.
Nope
She wasn't anywhere to be found, the entire team was worried when I told them. "She we report a missing person?" Kita asked and I nodded. After we did that I went over to the twins house. "We'll find her." Osamu said as I cried. He was trying to comfort me but it really wasn't helping. Only seeing her will help. I ended up just going home and going to my room.
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I have stayed in my room for the past 3 days of
Y/n's absence. I haven't eaten, drunken, nothing. All I want was her.
I randomly got a call from the hospital, which I was confused by. "Hello?" I answered. "Hello is this Rintaro Suna?"
"Yes that's me."
"We found Y/n, she's been in an accident."
I felt a weight off my shoulders but some weight still there. "An accident?" I repeated. "Uh I'll be right there." I said and ran to get my shoes, not caring what I looked like. I texted the twins and I saw them running out of their house. "They found her?!" Atsumu yelled and I nodded.
Once we got to the hospital I went to the front desk. "How is she?" I asked like she knew who I was talking about. "I'm gonna need a first and last name of the person you're talking about." She said. "Y/n L/n... what happened?" I asked. Her eyes immediately went down.
"She's still with the doctor, from what I know she was in an accident, the police think she was gonna... commit suicide but changed her mind. She had deadly pills in her pocket if used the wrong way." The nurse said, tears fell from my eyes and I went to sit down next to Atsumu and Osamu. "What happened? Is she okay?"
"The nurse doesn't know if she's okay, just that she was in an accident... they think she was gonna commit but changed her mind. They said she had deadly pills in her pocket."
About 2 hours later Atsumu and Osamu were asleep on me, I couldn't sleep though no matter how tired I was. "Suna Rintaro?" A nurse called. I stood up quickly making the twins heads bash together. "Yes?" I said, walking up to the nurse. "You can see her now, she's asleep at the moment." I followed her and the twins followed me.
I saw her... I went over and sat next to her. Taking her hand in mine. "Suna?" I heard her raspy voice, eyes squinting open. "Yes baby?" I asked, tears falling for the millionth time. "I'm so sorry." She cried. "No, no honey i'm sorry. Tell me what happened." I said cupping her face with my hands. "I couldn't do it, all I could think about was you... so I turned around. Then I got into an accident and ugh. I didn't want it to go this way."
"Please tell me my mothers not here..." She asked. I shook my head but then wondered where her parents were. I knew they were shit parents but not shitty enough to not go and see your own daughter at the hospital. Guess that's why Y/n changed her first emergency contact to my number. "Come and lay with me?" She asked and I smiled, slowly getting into bed, careful not to hurt her. I pulled her into my chest and kissed her head. Forgetting Atsumu and Osamu were still there.
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It's 3 am now lmfao I started this at like 1. My poor pillow though. 😭
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