god i cant eat i cant sleep i cant go outside i cant talk to people i cant breathe i cant function im a mess im a fucking mess and im dying alone in my fucking room and god i feel like i cant live anymore i feel like the shell of a person i feel like im going to fucking break at any given moment i cant do homework or talk to people i cant do it i cant do anything but lay in bed and just cry, i cant do anything but focus on it and think about it, im going fucking insane and im going fuckign insane in my room all alone all the time