i feel so confused, i feel like every time i decide what i want and what my goal is, it just slips away. i just don't want to feel this way anymore. i don't want to be on this earth, i don't want to feel this sort of pain. i just want to float into the sky and lay on a cloud where i can be safe from the worries and thoughts of the humanly world. i just need to be held, i just need to be told it'll be okay and i'll be okay. i've never felt more alone in my entire life.
