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"Ryu....."I said

He looks shocked and at the same time embarrassed because i saw him crying,but wala namang ikakahiya e it's normal to cry.

"Hey...."I said...
"Why are you here?"He said pilit pigilan ang mga luha niya....

Hindi ko siya sinagot at tumabi lang sakanya,isinandal ko ang ulo niya sa braso ko.He look confused..

"It's okay to cry,Ryu...Just cry all you want and later fight again."I said while looking at the moon.
"How did u know my name?" He said...Nakasandal pa rin sa abaga ko.
"May lahi akong conan syempre naman 2 joints" i joked and he smiled a little.

His smile is very beautiful....It's my first time seeing him smile kasi naman palagi poker face mukha niya parang lagi naghahanap ng away e. Hihihihihi

"You look great when u smile.."I said..

He didn't answer and I thought na natulog na siya.....

"You know...No one is alone from the beginning....situation make us lonely.."I said while looking at the moon and smiling bitterly..

"Life's really hard,noh?" I asked.

Okay kinakausap ko lang ang hangin...I stay there for a little while because he needs someone and i'm willing to be that someone...I really admire him because he's really strong...Yung mga sinabi niya sa akin kanina.....And the situation I witnessed now give me hope..

He's crying alone....Fighting alone...But from now on....Kasama niya na ako...

He saved me without knowing....

And now i have a reason to stay alive...He's the reason...

I woke up,nabigla ako kasi andito na ako sa kwarto ko....

"Where's Ryu???"I shout.

"Naku naku!"Tiya Gia said.

"Nakatulog ka kagabi kaya hinatid ka niya dito!"Tiya said.

Nakatulog ako?ha?kala ko ba tulog na siya???Ay we??Omg what??? Binuhat niya ako?as in???BUHAT?????????

Omg this is embarrassing gosh!!!

I'm here again in my checkup....It's annoying and tiring.....Daming pinapainom na gamot hindi naman tumatalab....

I saw my Dad rushing so out of curiosity i followed him and saw a boy.....a little boy.....dying......

My tears fell again...I don't even know him..But it breaks my heart....He's too young to deal with this harsh world....The world is really harsh.....He's just a little boy who want to live a normal life.....Pero pinagdamot yun ng mundo....

I saw his parents crying.....

Tumalikod na ako at umalis hindi ko kayang makita yun...mas lalo akong iiiyak...

Pabilis nang pabilis ang takbo ko at nakabunggo ako....

"What the—?"A voice of a boy said.

Hindi ko nakita sino kasi nakayuko ako...

"Hey?"I recognized the voice....It's Ryu...

"Hey..Are you okay?"He said...He looks worried...

Bumuhos ang luha ko...It's been a year since someone ask if i'm okay...

umupo kami sa isang bench at dun niya ako kinausap...

"Hey,look me in the eyes..."he said.

My body followed what he said without me knowing....

"What happened,clea?"ryu asked.

My name?how did u know my name?how did—?

"Clea...."Ryu said.

"The boy died....The little boy died..."I cried again...My voice cracked..

"Shhhhhh,hush now come here."Niyakap niya ako at mas lalo lang akong naiyak.....

"Everything happened for a reason....U did great..I'm proud of you,okay?Everything will be alright."Ryu said that made me cried harder...

The way he say my name gave me butterflies on my tummy....I hated my name for years but......Now....It's diff...

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