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I was shocked about her sudden appearance, i don't want to cry infront of her because i want her to think of me as a strong person so that she became one. I want to stop myself from crying but my tears won't stop falling.

"Hey...."she said...

her voice feels like home...

"Why are you here?"I said trying to stop my tears for falling

Hindi niya ako sinagot instead of giving me answer, tumabi siya sakin at isinandal ang aking ulo sa kanyang abaga...Now i'm crying again...Instead of judging me and leave me she choose to be in pain with me.....I want to hug her right now..Really tight and long hug..

"It's okay to cry,Ryu...Just cry all you want and later fight again."She said while looking at the moon.

I was confused because kanina lang ay tinawag niya ako sa pangalan ko, how did she know that? Is she some kind of f.b.i? Her calling me by my first name makes me want to marry her and serve her give her the love that she deserves...I lost my mind when it comes to her..

"How did u know my name?" I said..

Ayoko alisin ang ulo ko sa abaga niya...Just this night..Let me stay with you, my love..

"May lahi akong conan syempre naman 2 joints"she joked and I smiled a little.

She looks cute..always..pretty i mean the prettiest..

Nakatitig lang siya sakin...Alam ko kahit di ako nakatingin sa kanya..To be honest presensya niya lang..okay na ako..sapat na yun sakin..

"You look great when u smile.."She said..

I was faking that i'm sleeping bcoz i want her to be with me tonight and i want to be in her shoulders..feels like a real home.....

"You know...No one is alone from the beginning....situation make us lonely.." she said out of nowhere.

"Life's really hard,noh?" she asked.

I didn't bother to answer because i want to stay like this with her forever...but sadly...my time is really short here in this world....

Hindi ako natulog hangga't nasisigurado kong tulog na siya....Tinanggal ko ang ulo niya sa abaga niya..And i put her in my laps...I badly want to steal a kiss from her...I want to kiss her lips but not now.......Instead i steal a forehead kiss..Maya maya tumayo na ako at binuhat siya..Bridal style para ilagay na siya sa kama niya dun sa kwarto niya...Baka nga nangangawit na yung abaga niya dahil kanina e...

Palabas na ako nang bigla kong nakita si tita gia, she smiled at me..

"U like her still now?" she asked

Yes tita gia already knew that i like clea from the start..But then and now is different..

"No"i said.

I looked at tita gia's faced, tumaas ang kilay niya.

"I love her" I said..

Early in the morning, Mag wawalking sana ako nang makita ko si clea na tumatakbo kaya sinundan ko siya kasi i was worried because she might step on her slippers..Baka madulas..

She stopped at the little boy's room, it looks like the boy's dying.

Bigla akong tinawag nung nurse kaya i don't have a choice para puntahan yung nurse kasi tinatawag niya ako pag may important updates sa checkup ko..I badly want to hug clea right now to tell her that i'm here for her alwayss... Kaya tumalikod na ako at tatakbo na sana nang may nakabangga ako..At first i can't see her face kasi harang ang buhok niya at nakayuko siya not until.......

"What the—?"A voice of a boy said.

It's clea....she's crying...

"Hey?" I said worried what to do because she's really crying...i don't want to see her cry because everytime i see her crying my heart is aching...

"Hey..Are you okay?"I said...I know she's not okay but i can't find the right words to say to her because i panicked too...

Mas lalo siyang umiyak kaya nataranta ako lalo, pinaupo ko siya sa bench para pakalmahin siya.nakayuko pa rin siya..

"Hey,look me in the eyes..."I said.

She followed what i said.

"What happened,clea?"I asked.

I literally don't have a idea kung bakit siya umiyak ng ganito....I looked at her face probably shocked because i called her by her name..

"Clea...."I softly said.

"The boy died....The little boy died..."She cried again...Her voice cracked..\

I was confused because they are not even related but look at her...she's crying as if her house gets robbed...I looked at her..She's really soft and innocent..I promise i will be here by your side through ups and down until my time comes....

I can't find the words to say so i just want to hug her...

"Shhhhhh,hush now come here."I hugged her and mas lalo lang umiyak..

I love you so much, clea....so much...

"Everything happened for a reason....U did great..I'm proud of you,okay?Everything will be alright."I said that made her cried harder...

I want to protect this girl always....

I will love her unconditionally..

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