I don't know when I fell asleep after being out of the house yesterday with Hawks but it seem that I ended up fast asleep after he toured me around and we spent soo much time at my mothers grave. To be honest I felt better than before but there were still so many things on my soul that I would rather give up.
When I got out of the bed and went out of the room, I found Aizawa and Hawks both looking at me as if I was the crazy one. At least I wasn't in a jump suit like Hawks and not in a sleeping bag like Aizawa with some coffe in front of him? What is he even doing liking the coffe from his mug like a cat? Not even gonna question the man.
Hawks: Morning.
Me: Morning.
Aizawa: How are you feeling?
Hawks: That's not what you are supposed to say.
Aizawa: Then what am I supposed to say?
Hawks: Offer some tea or breakfast!
Aizawa: *Sigh* but that's not important right now.
Hawks: You know... you are brutally honest sometimes. I am regretting letting you be his father.
Aizawa: As if you had a choice.
Hawks: ....
Me: Ahm breakfast sounds nice.
Aizawa: You hungry problem child.
Me: Yup.
Aizawa: Seems you are getting better then.
Me: I ahm...
I couldn't stand looking at the mans eyes anymore and so I started to look down. I knew what he was reffering to since I basically tried to kill myself in front of the mans eyes.
Me: I am sorry....
Aizawa: For what?
Me: I am sorry fro trying to ... you know... the other day....
Aizawa: It's okay kid. As long as you feel better.
Me: ... I do....
Aizawa: Do you want to talk a bit?
Me: ....
Hawks: Don't pressure my precious feathers!
Aizawa: *Sigh* and I regret giving you some permissions as guardian.
Hawks: Izu, you don't have to say a thing if you don't want too. Don't let this grumpy Caterpillar coax you to speak. He has NO RIGHTS!
Aizawa: I can hear you damn well.
Hawks: GOOD! Then remember it.
Maybe I should start speaking?
I don't know...
Does it help?
I mean I think it's supposed to help....
I... what should I do?
Mom sure would want me to get better....
I want to live this life to the fullest now.
I ... I... I have too!
For my mothers sake.
She lost her life instead of myself.
Soo I have to make it up!
Me: ... I.. I would ....actually....like ....to talk... a bit.
Hawks: Well not before breakfast! Better make your belly happy before it starts growling and biting ya.
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Free Fall
FanfictionIzuku Midoriya hated himself for a long time now. His mother loved him but the words "I am sorry." were stuck in his mind every time he sees her. Deep down, he knew how worthless he was. Life was just meaningless for him. Though there was one thing...