Hanging On (SEQUEL TO PEOPLE CHANGE)

chapter 22

a/n - hey guys, this chapter will be the divider of the story, not the mid-point, but something that divides the story.

pretty much before this chapter, all was written in laura's pov, but after this chapter, it will be written in ross' pov

and the last few chapters (i know, very sad) will most probably have a mix.

this chapter will be written in third person pov.

thanks guys for reading! love you all

stay rossome,
marianne x

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Chapter 22 :)

Anger consumed her. Anger and a whole lot of different emotions.

Confusion, depression, exhaustion, all these feelings contributing to what she is now.

Right now, she is a changed person.

After all the while, after everything's that happened, she's lost it.

She's insane.

Anxiety, overwhelming, furiosity, all adding up.

She's tired, she's sad, she's desparate.

All she wanted was her life back, but after everything, her life back is a little impossible.

It's too late to save her.

She's been captured. She's lost and she doesn't know what to do.

Amongst all these strong and negative emotions, she's just an insecure, frightened little girl, not knowing what to do.

Negativity is her mask, it's what hiding her from being her.

She laughs maniacally and looks at the floor.

She's ashamed, she's pathetic, she's embarrased.

She will never get what she always wanted.

Him.

She's desparate for him.

She hates him yet she loves him.

She will never get back the love they had before, it will never be repaired.

And all she can do is destroy.

That's her mindset.

Destroy every single part of her, obliterate every happy memory and leave behind what she's truly afraid of.

After all, the monster she was fighting was herself. She's fighting all the negativity and craziness in her life.

And the monster's winning.

She's possessed by her fears and emotions.

And it's turned into something

insane.

lunatic.

crazy.

frightening.

But that's all a mask.

She's just a

frightened,

insecure

and

little

girl

who's

fighting

her

own

demons.