Hanging On (SEQUEL TO PEOPLE CHANGE)

Chapter 16

a/n - i have honestly no words anymore. just enjoy (or not) this chapter :')

p.s listen to 'she was the one' by the vamps it kinda suits <3333

chapter 16 :)

Ross' POV (hello bitch)

I really screwed things up this time, didn't I? I ran after her, hoping to chase her and tell her everything. Not that it would change anything.

But I need to apologise. I need to tell her how much she means to me and I absolutely need to tell her that I love her.

I would simply die if I don't get another chance.

It's just unfair that I keep getting second, third, fourth chances and Laur doesn't get any.

She was running too fast. I couldn't catch up. This is what I get for lazing around all day and going to clubs and partying the night away.

But I could still see her. I wanted to scream, I wanted to shout.

But I didn't.

I was too slow.

I might not even get another chance. Ever.

And it's all my fault.

--- time skip ---

I weeped. I sobbed. I cried like never before.

It's always been my fault. Laura doesn't deserve a selfish jerk like me, she's way too good for me.

Maybe that's why I fell for her in the first place.

She was a little ray of sunshine. She was kind-hearted, understanding, always there to stick by my sorry ass everytime.

She didn't left. I did.

I held her hand tightly, and continued crying.

I should be the one in a hospital bed, not her.

--- another time skip thing ---

I was usually the first person to arrive when visiting hours start. The nurses always gives me sympathetic looks.

I sat next to her, holding her hand and started talking to her, like I usually do. She was sleeping. I usually come when she's sleeping as I don't want her to wake up, screaming at me.

"Laur, I hope that you wi-" I stopped. I noticed something.

This couldn't be from the car accident. It looked self-inflicted.

"Oh, Laura, what did you do to yourself."