Bad Boy falls for the Good Girl *On Hold*

Chapter 20- Forgetting Him Was Like Trying To Know Somebody You've Never Met

Chapter 20- Forgetting Him Was Like Trying To Know Somebody You've Never Met

"The nerve of that guy!" I said as I took a bite on my burger.

"But on the brighter side atleast Taylor was regretting what he did which was our main goal... Or should I say your main goal" Mahogany said trying to lighten up my mood. She was right though it was my goal to make him regret everything and that he would apologize but it just makes me so furious and sad and... hurt when he did it.  

"But still" I pointed at her but Mahogany just shook her head and continued to eat her burger. Mahogany and I are at the burger joint, I was telling Mahogany everything on what happened earlier. You guys might be wondering what happened after he told me that. 

Well I was just in my room screaming on my pillow until a scream surprised me and something fell with a loud thud. I scurried out of my room and found Taylor face first on the last step of the stairs. I walked towards him but he wasn't moving so I poked him on his arm but he was still not moving and I started to freak out. I don't want a dead body in my house! So I did the one thing that came in to my mind, I shook him really hard.

"Taylor! Taylor! Wake up you stupid bandanna boy! You're not dead!" I shouted right on his left ear like literally.

"Aaaaaaouchhh!" he screamed and jumped up holding his nose and his poor left ear, he would fall down off the stairs if I didn't get a hold of his shirt and pulled him to the safe ground.

"You're welcome" I said sarcastically when he just kept on groaning.

"I think my nose is bleeding" he said but I didn't mind him and was walking towards my room. How dare him to talk to me after what he just said I wasn't still recovering from earlier.

"Oh shi— shizizzle!" he shouted I turned to look at him unintentionally it was because he was clearly trying to avoid to say a bad word and he seems to remember that I don't like him swearing. But the question is, why did he do that? I mean we're not together anymore but he still did my rule. I just shrugged it off and there I see blood in his hand.

"What the?" I said in a loud voice. I can't help it, his nose was bleeding so much. I ran towards my room and got a face towel and dumped it on his nose.

"Ow that hurts" he said under the face towel. I must've dumped it on his face too hard.

"Oops sorry"

I walked him to the guest room and lied him down to his bed although there are some times where I hit him or bump him hard 'accidentally'. When his nose was already okay he went off sleeping and that was my cue to leave him alone. I went to my room and grabbed my phone from my nightstand and called Mahogany to go to the burger joint.

And so now here we are, talking and eating in the burger joint.

"Well what I don't get is why are you mad that he said sorry? Wouldn't you feel happy about it? Or maybe you still haven't moved on from him?" she said as she looks at me intently. As she said those words it was like a big piano fell on me hitting me to the realization.

Why am I even mad? Haven't I moved on already? Or maybe I have just convinced myself that I have when really I haven't.

Mahogany clicked her tongue and rested her back on the chair. "I wouldn't blame you though, for you really fell in love with him at that time and moving on in just a span of two months? I don't think you could easily forget about the both of you in the past that fast" I bit my lip at what Mahogany said, it was all true.

In love, 2 months is fast even 8 months is fast either when you are happy or broke in love. And I've been lying to myself for these past 2 months saying I'm okay when really I'm aren't, saying I'm fine when really I'm not, saying I've moved on when clearly I haven't. I did learn something here. That in love you don't only lie to other people but you also lie to yourself.